At sixteen, Izuku's main concern should be school, friends,...

Or thats what the shows he watches as a kid says.
Instead, Izuku sits in the UA dorm the night before an oncoming war and wishes for something... normal.
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Outside of a school internship, Izuku never got a job. Being a hero is his dream career, but shouldn't he do something lame before that?
But he wasn't given a chance to explore what love really is. What he feels for-
"Kacchan?" He blinks, arms relaxing around the ball he's curled himself into. "What are-"
"I wouldn't do that," he answers, though he thinks Katsuki knows.
"You've been a shaking mess all night."
Katsuki frames his concern like an insult. Izuku mumbles against his arms on his knees. "Sorry."
"I know." He doesn't, not really. He thought they'd win the last time, and everyone suffered. But when Katsuki says things, he always believes him. Katsuki's his safe space.
"So then where's your head at?"
"Hah? After we save the world, you'll get to be a pro-hero and watch me become number one-"
"I didn't mean that." His socks curl in the sheets "I meant..."
"I-I've never held someone's hand!"
He buries his face in his forearms, embarassed.
"Not romantically, at least. I've never been asked to dance, been told I'm pretty. Never heard a confession, never... been kissed."
"Except what if we don't all make it?" Izuku says what nobody talks about. "What if the one I'm meant to be with... or me. What if I die before I can?"
"Of course you are," Izuku answers without hesitation. "Kacchan's the best."
"Ochaco? No, we're not like that-"
"Then whatever dumb girl you're obviously thinking about-"
"It's not a girl!" He grabs the wrist holding his hair while staring Katsuki down. "I...y-you..."
But Katsuki knows him. Learns his tells, his secrets. Understands him in a way that transcends words.
Izuku's heart never had a chance.
It wasn't fair to reveal this before the biggest fight of their lives. But his heart's heavy, his soul's tired, and there's no promise of tomorrow.
"Shut up." The soft tone reminds him of Katsuki's rain apology. Before his mind swells with regret, the hand in his hair releases, shakes Izuku's touch off his wrist.
But then, soft fingers link through his crooked ones.
Maybe he knows Katsuki too well, too, because the glare only makes his heart skip. "Move."
Two pairs of socked feet hit the wood floor, and he's led silently into the middle of the room. They never move this slowly together.
"Where's your phone?" The sudden introduction of his voice into the night air makes Izuku's fingers squeeze his.
"Oh, um..." Its hard grabbing the opposite pocket with his weaker hand.
But he's not dropping Katsuki's hold.
He wants to argue its personal choice, but the soft melody of a track he's never heard fills the air. Despite the rock undertone, it's still pretty.
"This...?" A hot palm on the bottom of his spine and flushed cheeks is the only response he gets, but its enough to click in his mind. "Kacchan, you don't-"
Izuku feels the tremble in the tightened grip on his hand. For a second, he remembers Katsuki's the same age as him. And though he talks big, maybe he's... also nervous to miss out.
What if this is all they get? Does he want to let nerves of the future stop this moment right now?
"I'm... a bad dancer," he admits in a laughed whisper.
"I always do." Sure this won't ever leave the room, Izuku lays his forehead on the shoulder that carries too much weight for someone so young. "I always will, Kacchan."
Their feet slip on the floor, and he's not sure how to follow the rhythm changes. He listens to the lyrics of someone wanting just one person to understand the true identity of the person singing. To see him. Thinks maybe Katsuki picked it on purpose.
"I don't buy it."
Katsuki's already looking at him. "You're really telling me none of your extras have said you're... not ugly?"
"Oh." He licks his lower lip. "Well, yeah. But it feels different from... from certain people, you know?"
"Because it's obvious. Everyone knows you're pretty."
The world's told Katsuki how handsome he is since they were little. Except from the little fumble in their movements at his comment, Katsuki acts surprised.
But they're on unpromised time, so Izuku presses on. "You've always been beautiful to me."
The hand on Katsuki's nape swings around to cup a warm cheek. "My Kacchan's amazing."
"You don't have to." Because Izuku knows affection isn't easy for him. "Only if you mean it."
Red eyes narrow. "You're pretty, Deku. I obviously mean it."
"I hate how you got em, but your scars are badass. I'm treating your wounds after tomorrow, cause your first aid is shit. And don't you dare fuck up your freckles. That face is mine, got it?"
Both stop moving as the song ends. Izuku tries to read Katsuki's face when feeling the muscles tensing in the jaw under his touch.
Knowing his racing heart may stop beating tomorrow makes his words easier to say. "I want to share crepes with you."
He knows his eyes are teary despite his smile. "Because love feels so much better by your side-"
Katsuki's explosive feelings buzz in his mouth. He paints his confession with his tongue against Izuku's. Desperate hands grab his face, like-
Like they're just two teens in love.
"You tell me that shit after we win," Katsuki says like a threat.
Hot breath hits his temple. "We're not dying, you got it?"
His mind flashes through all the times Katsuki's risked his life for Izuku. Knows he'll do it again given the choice.
"To what, cuddle? Ugh." Katsuki shoves them toward the bed. "You're a stage-five clinger."
Izuku takes a final chance. He yanks Katsuki on the bed to lay over his chest. "But you love me, right?"
Katsuki's nose scrunches. "Sadly."
He's cut off by a kiss, lacking the fear of death and finality of the night. Katsuki sweeps in a breath of hope, of determination and strength.
Reminds Izuku why he's his symbol of victory.
"Sleep." A nip snags his lip. "We've got a victory date to plan tomorrow."
But under blankets warmed by his favorite hero, he has more to fight for now.
Izuku doesn't mind saving the world being his version of normal... so long as he has Katsuki by his side.
Inspired by the tweet below. Soft boys just wanting to be in love.
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