older omegaji in an unhappy unsatisfying marriage when younger...

// mpreg
“wei ying,” omegaji says.
there’s one in every room. on the patio, too.
he chuckles darkly. "im so dead."
"lan zhan, are you even on birth control?" alphaxian asks, sounding fond.
lwj, "..."
omegaji looks from his nice, bunny-embroidered hand towel, and back to alphaxian. "..."
he's getting slick again. he might be stuck to the chair. alphaxian's scent surrounds him.
then, lwj's phone begins to ring.

omegaji gives wwx a betrayed look. he reaches for the phone.
his husband's name flashes up at him, and the phone is on his very last ring. he never, ever, ignores his husband's call.
he answers.
"A-Zhan. how are you?"
his husband doesnt give him details--no, omegaji need not concern himself w/ an alpha's business. alphaxian leans against him, presses a smile to lwj's shoulder. his hands rest on lwj's hip. he kisses his spine. kisses lower
and @/aryblack for the germ of this idea!)
omegaji's breath hitches. alphaxian is still grinning when he buries his face between lwj's cheeks and seals his mouth where lwj is wet and swollen. the sound of him slurping and working his tongue is--
"A-Zhan?"
alphaxian's mouth is too good. fiery pleasure goes from omegaji's toes to the tips of his fingers. he bends over further, mouth open in a soundless cry, and drops the phone.
"Ah, omegas," his husband scoffs. "Is it so difficult to talk and cook at the same time?"
his husband is still chuckling at his own joke. omegaji feels his peak rising
omegaji manages a strangled, "mn?"
alphaxian can surely feel him trembling. he doesnt stop. lwj's chest heaves. he clamps a hand over his own mouth.
his husband says, "when i return, i'd like you to go off your suppressants."
lwj breathes, "yes, laogong," in a dreamy voice.
his husband is appeased by lwj's easy agreement. he's saying goodbye, & at the last moment, lwj moans
"goodbye, laogang," he sing-songs into lwj's ear.
lwj repeats it, "goodbye, laogang. safe travels."
"mm. see you," his husband says.
"good boy~"
wwx growls low in his ear. his scent thickens.
"he doesnt deserve you," he says, snapping his hips against lwj. "you're too good for him. i'll keep you. i'll fuck you right. you can be mine."
his destination is lwj and his husband's bed. he throws him down.
after, wwx breathes against his lips, "don't worry, lan zhan."
the courts are not kind to adulterers. wwx should...deal with it. lwj gets out of bed w a wince.
wwx has his shirt back on. "all done!" he chirps at lwj. "you ok?"
he says, "mn."
"i can leave for the day," wwx says. "finish tomorrow?"
"you may go," lwj says.
omegaji doesnt want him to have to wipe the cameras again, or whatever he did. "i will see you tomorrow, wei ying," he says.
"right," wwx says again. "um. bye, then." he gives lwj a last furtive look. then he goes.

thankfully, his heat abates quickly, irregular from years of suppressants. he spends the next morning making phone calls.
"wei ying," he breathes, and kisses him.
alphaxian melts into it, press lwj back against the warm side of his truck. then he stops. "wait. you're. not? in heat?" lwj ignores the q's and kisses him
"lan zhan..." alphaxian sighs. "we...you..."
lwj cuts him off, "i am already making arrangements. do not worry."
wwx, "arrangements? what--no!"
he takes a deep breath. "even if we don't...continue this. my mind is made up. i am divorcing him."
lwj huffs in exasperation. he grabs wwx by the hips and puts /him/ against the truck. then he goes to his knees on the concrete
endeared, lwj pulls his cock free, wondering when the last time he /ached/ to give head was.
omegaji pets wwx's sac. pushes a knuckle up into his taint.
alphaxian's knees buckle with a whine. "fuck," he curses, looking at lwj starry-eyed
"hm," lwj replies. his mouth tastes full of wwx. his lips curl in a wry smile. "how old are you, again?"
"sh, gods, you're--" wwx covers his face
"i am," lwj says, and hugs wwx tight.
he also, eventually, calls his brother.
'fine,' he'd thought. 'this one will do.'
and now, he is the only person who could tell lwj what he wants to hear. it will be fine. he is doing the right thing. everything will turn out alright.
every time his husband touches him, his skin crawls. he makes as many excuses as he can to avoid intimacy
when his blood comes, it is a relief, and gives him a physical reason to be moody, to ignore his husband and sleep in the guest bedroom. however, it is a short reprieve. like his heat, it too abates to nothing but brief spotting.
omegaji mourns.
"mn," omegaji replies. "do not think of it. there will be other chances."
"it's not a great time anyways," wwx says.
he waits, as his husband stands still in the kitchen, looking at them and lwj in turns.
his husband scoffs. he gives the papers a last look before ripping them.
"i am unhappy," lwj says simply.
omegaji winces slightly, even though he tries not to. his husband stalks over, encouraged, and gets in his face. "you have a tight little ass, sure, but what good has it done me?"
omegaji turns his face away, a shaky, old rage rising in him. the kind he had to master as a teenager, the kind he could only beat out, skin to weighted bag.
his husband pushes him & continues yelling. "how the FUCK can you be unhappy?" & then, he slaps lwj.
he can hear wwx snarling, furious.
alphaxian has him pinned, is laying into him with his /elbows/. omegaji realizes that wwx isnt going to stop
omegaji is gratified to see his husband flinch away from wwx.
lwj's hands are shaking from adrenaline. "the cameras," he tells wwx. "pull the footage."
wwx's eyes sharpen. he nods once
lwj forces his hands to stop trembling. he will see this through. he will. "laogong," he says. "should i call 120?"
then, he calls his attorney.
lwj wants badly to kiss him. instead, he tells wwx what happens next
"forget that, forget all that," wwx says. "we'll do a new one, together."
once on their way in wwx's truck, alphaxian hesitantly holds a hand out over the center console. omegaji takes it at once.
lwj, halfway bundled out of the car w/ his bag, pauses. “yes?” wwx tilts his head.
“can I…put your number in my personal phone? not just my work one? so I can…make sure ur ok?”
“mn. text me later.”
wwx nods, then pauses.” Lan Zhan. Um.” he shakes himself. “be safe.”
but it really wasn’t just that, was it?
lxc recieves him with surprise, worry, anger, and then the steadfast determination all Lan possess.
omegaji isn’t sure how to act, but he unpacks neatly, reassures lxc he is handling things and is alright.
his husband texts. lwj ignores it.
come home. they’ll talk. he’s sorry. they aren’t getting a divorce. they aren’t. lan zhan needs to come home, NOW.
omegaji turns his phone off. nmj comes over & he’s in prime older alpha brother mode.
“damn right you are,” nmj says, and settles in next to him with with a grumble.
the light in everything are his daily texts with wei ying.
lwj pretends he doesn’t know what his attorney means.
he stops taking them, and it does not help. it only makes him feel… the word needy would probably suffice. he FaceTimes alphaxian often
omegaji makes a low noise. it’s nearly his bedtime, and he’s been /so/ tired of late. “I am stressed,” he admits. “Perhaps…I will go.”
“Good,” wwx croons, & winks when lwj glares at the screen
omegaji takes time out of his messy schedule to go to the dr. it’s all the usual questions, until, “is there a possibility you could be pregnant?”
lwj fidgets. “I shared a heat with..an alpha. but it did not take. I had my…”
the dr gives him a knowing look
“have you ever heard of implantation bleeding, Mr. Lan?” she says.
omegaji sits very still. he is silent through the blood draw, and silent when she brings him the paper confirming it.
“Congratulations,” she says. “You are most definitely carrying.”
omegaji blurts, “I am getting a divorce. The alpha, he…” the dr raises her brows. “The father is not my husband.”
The dr asks if he is sure. He is. She advises him to keep his silence. tell no one.
the dr says, “Until you are at a point where your ex cannot use this against you, tell only those you trust completely.”
most of his life's effects are still in his husband's house. the court date is still weeks away. and wwx...probably cannot know lwj is...
'i seduced the young alpha gardener i hired, and coupled with him behind my husband's back, and now i am carrying his child.'
his uncle will suffer a medical emergency, he is certain.
he takes no chances. the court sways in his favor, as expected.
he need not share anything with his husband any longer. he is free.
lxc has clutched imaginary pearls and is staring out the window of the car as though rethinking every decision ever in his life.
omegaji replies, "i will meet him soon, and tell him about the baby."
omegaji is 35, and yet he suddenly feels like a naughty child in the backseat of his brother and bf's car. he texts wei ying to distract himself.
alphaxian freezes as soon as lwj opens the door. his pupils visibly dilate. "lan zhan!" he exclaims.
"like?" omegaji prompts.
omegaji's heart surges. he nods once.
"it's... that's when we..." alphaxian begins.
"mn." lwj replies. "it is yours. i am certain."
exasperated, omegaji pulls him close once more.
alphaxian frowns.
lwj touches his stomach. wwx glances between them at it, then back to lwj. "lan zhan, you really think, after everything, that i wouldnt want to be with you for real? we should have behaved differently, perhaps. but i really...really like you!"
"not..." omegaji huffs through the tears
"i like you," omegaji manages.
"i like you, what?"
"gege..."
thank goodness lxc left them the place for a couple hours. they stumble towards the living room.
"i am happy," lwj says. he feels like he will cry again. silly.
omegaji falls forward into his neck, overcome, and bites him.
THE END!

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