#dkfembk #pregsuki " WOULD YOU JUST- JUST FUCKING GET OFF MY ASS...

" WOULD YOU JUST- JUST FUCKING GET OFF MY ASS FOR ONCE" Izuku yelled, making katsuki stare in disbelief
All she did was ask for ice cream?
Katsuki pressed her lips into a thin line, unsure what to say or whether to say
Katsuki stare at the closed door, unable to fathom what triggered the man to this point
She rubbed her belly to comfort her child or who knows, maybe herself as well
Or maybe it was because how often she does it that got him so angry?
She opened the door and sure enough, Izuku was nowhere to be found.
"He… really just yelled at me" katsuki whispered, too stunned to be angry
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She would have been in the bed by now but who's going to open the door if katsuki falls asleep
She'll demand explanation and fucking apologies once the nerd gets back. Katsuki had prepared an earful as well and there's no way to get
And then maybe they'll talk. Yeah- talk it through Just in case she was being unbearable. It's not like she herself knew how odd she had been acting with the hormones going around
But if something was so wrong, the nerd should have just told her instead of
Katsuki pouted, just thinking about it was making her upset for some reason. She sent some angry emoji to Ida out of the blue due to her own frustrating
Ida: I'm sorry bakugou that I couldn't be of help. But I'll try to find midoriya as well
Now she was starting to get irritated
What's going on? What's he doing? Where is he?
Katsuki rubbed her tummy. There's no way he got afraid of raising a baby- right? No way he freaked out about his own family- right? Then-
Why isn't he coming back?
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"Lemme ask you one more time-you want 'fatherly advice' from me?" Todoroki pointed at himself and Izuku groaned
"No no-you're asking it from me" todoroki tried again"I don't think me or any todoroki should ever give parenting
"No it's not advice- I want" Izuku paused " I don't know, okay I don't fucking know what I want. I'm just- I'm just scared okay- terrified"
" You're freaking out" todoroki stated
It really feels different when some acknowledge it.
"I'm like -" Izuku pressed his thumb and index together, fingers arching up to make a perfect circle "
" Don't have those?" Todoroki reasoned " Don't. They are nasty. Calm down?"
Izuku's shoulder fell, forcing him to break eye contact with Todoroki and look at the dirt in front of them. How he wished it was that easy
" Midoriya" todoroki spoke again, not being comfortable with the unusual silence between them " I don't understand. Why are you even scared?"
"You already knew it. For months now"
He did. But today, it actually hit him how big the entire event actually is
"I'm going to raise a person"
" Yes?"
Izuku sighed, once again. He straightened up to move from Todoroki's
Izuku looked at with a reassuring smile "thanks"
No-he's inner torment was nowhere to end. He knows for a fact that being good with kids for a short span of time has nothing to do with spending your entire life
There's commitments, responsibilities, affection and so many damn big words he never understood the actual meaning of.
" you should talk to somebody, somebody that isn't me"
" I guess"
" What about bakugou? Shouldn't you share it with her first"
" I don't want to see her right now. I mean her tummy reminds me of many things and I feel like I'll say something I shouldn't "
"Oh but you should let her know. She was looking for you"
Izuku hummed, the mention of her name made his throat heavy again "when?"
Izuku frowned. She should be asleep by now. What's wrong?
Izuku reached inside his pocket to find it empty. He forgot his phone at home, which is given how abruptly he left
He'll just check up on her and let her know he'll stay out for the night, or maybe a couple of nights and get his thoughts back in place. He knows she'll be understanding of his situation
" Kacchan"
The phone dropped right there and no matter how much he tried, he couldn't reach her again
"Um" Izuku stared at the phone
" I think she blocked me"
He doesn't understand, the lights are still on. How can katsuki ignore him for so long
Izuku entered the house, shoes in hand. He closed the window behind him,
" Kacchan?" Izuku opened their bedroom, with little bit of hope he still had in his heart
The bed was still made, untouched even.
It appears Izuku knew katsuki too well, since one of his worst case scenarios was indeed correct.
Some of katsuki's clothes were missing and when he searched the house,
were gone too
Katsuki had packed her bags and left
Just cause he expected it, doesn't make it bearable
"What the hell is she thinking" Izuku mumbled. It's past midnight, maybe around 2 or 3. Since it rained from time to time,the road's slippery, gloomy
Izuku rested his head on the headrest, closing his eyes to maybe for comfort or to gather his thoughts or maybe just for the sake of closing it
Either way, first things first. He's going to assume Katsuki's fine and look for her. There's nothing to Panic about
Izuku opened his phone, prepared for the slaughter of messages but none came
Izuku refreshed again but none of his friends seemed to know about Katsuki leaving. None
" You are dead"
Crap. Out of all the people-
But knowing this only made him more nervous
( Have this little update, I've been a little sick recently)
Izuku stood few feets away from katsuki's house, preparing his words
He doesn't know for sure if katsuki's in there; it certainly would have helped if someone picked his calls.
And now, in the early morning he was standing there wet, sleepless and hungry
He knocked at the door, softly. Compared to his previous act on his own door,
"You're not really welcomed"
"Wah- " Izuku snapped his head towards the sound, startled. He expected someone through the door, not someone suddenly popping beside him " nice to meet you father"
"Everyone is upset" masaru fidgeted, as if he's holding back words in his mouth
" I want to speak to kacchan" as if he'll be allowed to do this easily.
"I'm sorry it wasn't my intention to upset anyone
" Are you okay?"
Nobody asks that to him anymore. It's always about the baby. How fun it would be to be around a baby, how lucky he was to bring a child into this world, how he should appreciate each moment.
Does katsuki feel the same?
He have no idea
"You don't look fine?" Masaru questioned back
"I truly am, why would I lie?" Izuku laughed it off before quickly changing topic " can I please talk to her? She's definitely angry at me"
But the happiness was short lived and disappeared the moment he realised he had made his wife make a long trip in the middle of the night
" Thank you" Izuku bowed again "I'll come back here at noon "
" Where would you go? To your mom's?"
So he also thought Izuku coming inside would be a bad idea. Izuku wanted to laugh, out of sadness
"No, to the park maybe"
It's too early to wake up his mom. He doesn't want to answer the row of questions. He's just too tired.
" Wait here, I'll give mitsuki these tomatoes" masaru hold up the cherry red tomatoes he had been holding " and be right back"
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" You don't want the umbrella?"
" It's not about that. It's just why?"
Izuku was sitting on the bench of the park, hugging his yellow bag pack. Beside him was his father in law, masaru, holding umbrella over both of their head
" No no I'm just surprised that's all" Izuku was sure this man was upset at him
" I thought this would be a good opportunity to learn about the other side. I would hate it if, because of a misunderstanding, you two were to separate"
"Okay NO we're NOT splitting up!" There's no way such a small matter has escalated this far " I just freaked out OKAY? I JUST FREAKED OUT ONCE! Everyone does that right? Yes I left for a few hours BUT I'm here now!
"Son, you're getting wet. Come, sit with me"
"I'm sorry" he mumbled once again before taking back his seat
" Are you scared?"
/ Yes/ but decided only to stare at the dirty below
Izuku, once again, stared at masaru. This was the first time he heard the words he needed to hear
"Why?"
Will be he told ' just be yourself' again
" I just don't even know where to start"
He didn't have a father around, growing up. It has always been him and his mom.He doesn't know how father interacts with this child, how to play with them or
That part of life has always been a void to him, non- existing
he never missed it before, it's something he never had, in fact he had been just fine without his father, up until now
"Kind of, yeah"
" Then you'll be fine"
" How? I grew up without a dad, remember?"
" But you had your mom"
"Huh?" His mom is well /mom/ "I don't understand"
/Oh,there is was/
"But if you ever feel like following someone else's footsteps,You have a good mom.I can tell she raised you well
Why is it that nothing he said makes sense but does at the same time
Why does it feel like /this could be what I'm looking for/ and /the solution can't be that simple/
Izuku watched him go,sitting on the bench,uncared about the drops of rain hitting him now that the umbrella was gone
They tore the plastic bag to take his first bite in the morning, mind still buzzing but empty at the said time. But maybe,
Ah? He should take shelter from the rain
TBC
( Halfway through the story)
He had set up alarm just in case he falls asleep, knowing the state of his body was but he's rather surprised how fast he fall asleep
Has he been that tired? He couldn't even tell, too used to pulling all nighters
The rain has let out, leaving a bright day behind, even without the sun. A flower must have bloomed nearby, the buzzing scent mixed with the rain was tickling his nose.
Izuku sat up from the bench. It must have been 12:55 since the alarm rang just a few seconds ago. He wanted to get every second of sleep he could get
He washed his face on the drinking fountain nearby and while doing so, he noticed how he feels warmer than he's suppose to feel "great, what a start"
"Oh come on" it appears his bad luck is yet to run out. But he wouldn't blame everything on luck. He
" I'll make it up to you kacchan….I promise"
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It must be all right since He heard stuffing on the other side right away
"Nice to meet you mom" Izuku bowed. There was something about her glare that made him nervous
Izuku followed her inside, patting his clothes and hair to make sure he was presentable both physically and mentally
" Here it goes"
Relief flooded through Izuku's heart. He knew she was here but seeing with his own eyes was a different thing. It's a shame the feeling wasn't mutual since the first thing katsuki do was frown
" Did you guys bring him to take me back"
"Oh no no dear, that's not-"
" It's your father's idea, DON'T LUMP ME IN IT" mitsuki yelled from the kitchen, still stirring what Izuku think is stew by the smell
" Dear that's not it"
" Kacchan I came here on my own" Izuku had to say something instead of standing there, being a waste of space.
" Say whatever fuck you wanna say"
" Can we go somewhere a little .. private?"
" Why? you wanna yell at me again?"
He didn't finish those words, he couldn't.
Instead he just stood there, staring at katsuki
"S-Sure" Izuku looked down. He didn't need to freshen up but he went anyway.
She have known Izuku her whole life, she can tell things Izuku he himself couldn't think of
And Right now, standing Infront of the mirror, Izuku dreaded the man he might have become
( Extremely short I know but hey I'm alive 😅)
I'm back on writing
It's just things got overwhelming after I moved out and started uni and stuff
So yeah- next update would be soon
Izuku left the bathroom to join the family, with an anxious heart cowering in the fear of what to come.
He thought all he did was leave the home for uncertain amount of time, after of course yelling at his wife but now
He wiped his wet face with his sleeve when he spotted the table right around the corner. He did had freshen up like his father in law requested but didn't bother to wipe off the excess water with towel or something
"Hello" he greeted the family once again with a smile plastering his face, taking his seat beside katsuki
He chewed on his bottom lip. It must be tough for her, being in this stage and thinking of a family where the father is missing from the picture.
Izuku flinched. He didn't realize he was staring at his soup,
" Right, right, sorry" he gave his father a tight smile and grabbed the spoon to take a spoonful. He blew at it before putting it in his mouth
The first and the only thing he registered was how spicy it was. No it's not 'i like spicy food' kind of Hot, it was 'as if someone accidentally emptied the entire bottle of chili powder on his soup' kind of hot
/Oh/ it only took a moment for Izuku to realize what had happened, only a moment before he turned towards
Mitsuki snorted the moment Izuku made eye contact. She pointed her spoon at izuku and with the most loving voice said " I have made it just for you! Eat up my /son/"
If he hadn't been feeling pathetic about his existence, he would have cursed this woman from earth to hell.
At least his mother in-law will be in a better mood, right?
" Are you sure you're okay?" Masaru gave him a concerned look. Honestly, he's the only one in this room who feels like he cares
He wonders what was he even expecting from her
But his indecisiveness along with the lunch were cut short the next moment when katsuki pushed her bowl- still almost full- away and stood up
it's not like anyone wanted to speak anything to right away anyway- giving her some lone time like she probably was looking for- except
" I'll go after her," Izuku told her parents, who only sat there, upset. They knew this would happen, they just wondered / when/
"Izuku" Katsuki turned her eyes away from the window to look at him "Just tell me one thing" her voice was soft,
Izuku's forehead wrinkled up. Even when he had expected this question, it still caught him off guard
" Um n -no. Never"
Do you regret it?"
The last and final update will be up on next Friday ( thanks for your patience 🥺🥺)
I'll post it this week
Promise
Because, truthfully, it's not. It's not like he ever thought it through if he regretted having a baby? The thought or possibly never even Crossed his mind and honestly,
The thought of having a family with katsuki fills him with joy and happiness like he had never experienced before. It's like starting a new chapter in life
And that's where the frustration begins
Izuku looked at katsuki. She may look angry and raging but he can tell she's getting frustrated by second and eagerly waiting for an answer, any answer.
And Izuku knows for a fact, she'll be the greatest mother one can be-with or without him
" I want to be there " he clenched his first, might as well start grovelling right now " I picture myself in the family, happy and smiling and h-having fun but- "
" but whenever I try to think of the stuff I need to do or to prepare, everything feels like a mess. I don't know what to do or how to even have
I'm scared" Izuku hung his head low " what if I mess up? What if I turn into some trashy useless - good for nothing- loser…. father "
Izuku looked to his sides, eyes burning.
" Ouch"
" Does it look like I fucking know what to do " katsuki grabbed his collar, forcing him to look her in the eye
Izuku's breath hitched. He can't tell if he's happy or even more depressed after hearing those words
He got on his knees to finally apologize like he should have long ago, as if that would magically solve the situation that's Infront of them
" I don't want some stupid apologies and shit" she spoke, pressing her fingers against her eyes, even before Izuku would open his mouth,
Her lips wobbled, anger in her face but fear prominent in her eyes
And it was all izuku's fault
" Dumb fuck, you think I will be happy forcing you into a relationship where just the thought of it makes you break down "
" I don't- just" katsuki turned around once again, facing the bed " just tell me one thing"
" I'm / not/ leaving my family no matter what"
At the end of the day, that's all that should matter- right? Izuku is adamant to stay, regardless his inner turmoil
Can he hug katsuki? Can he just wrap his arms around till he hears her heartbeat soothing down to sync with his
It would have been so much easier if he grew up in a loving family that never knew what sadness is
There will be no family to love it his only family were to leave him now
But katsuki didn't reply nor hug back. She remained stiff and silent
But to his surprise " you're warm" is what katsuki replied
"Been here since yesterday?"
"Kind of"
"Oh"why does voice sounds so small yet so peaceful"you should rest"
Is she running away like Izuku or giving Izuku time to prepare himself mentally?
" You should take care of the body more"
The stress and anxiety of the situation kept him in edge, if he lets himself relax for a
" Talk for yourself- You shouldn't really bang your head like that" Izuku spoke, trying hard to crack a smile " It's not good for the baby"
" I already know how much / you/ care for the baby" katsuki mocked and Izuku went completely silent
She doesn't mean that. There's no way he would agree that katsuki means it
She's just hurt and the pregnancy hormones are making it worse. That's it!
" Rest" katsuki walked away from his embrace and Izuku let her without picking up another word
Katsuki asked him to sit on her bed and rest till she take care of the business downstairs
Izuku fell face first on the pillow, muffing his groan
He doesn't have the right to be hurt by those words
Sorry for taking a actual month to update
Have a 2k words update in exchange
( The ending is already done, I won't keep you waiting at all, I'll update it just after editing it) 🧡💚
Thanks for your patience
He must have fallen asleep waiting for katsuki to come back, in the Mercy of exhausting
He shifted in his position to rummage for a clock. He can tell it's late, if the pitch black room was enough of a sign,he wants to know how
His hand hit something wet, judging from the shape a bowl of water
" What the" Izuku sat up, who keeps water like this in the nightstand. come to think of it, there's something on his forehead as well
Izuku looked at the said culprit, sleeping beside him- back facing Izuku. His expression softened
Is this why Katsuki went downstairs? Is this why Izuku slept so peacefully for hours until his stomach decided it was enough rest
There was an odd calmness, a peaceful feeling in the moment. Izuku would do so much to see her only be amidst happiness
" Don't leave me alone "
"You don't ..want this"
"I do,I do.I'm stupid and I don't know what's good for me.I make rush decisions,mess up everything and that's why I need you.That's why I need my family with me
" I'm staying kacchan". I want to stay. I want to watch them grow, live, I want to be part of it. Please let me Kanchan"
" But what if" Katsuki shook her head
But a / but/ was so prominent in her tone
It's not that she's at a loss of words or doesn't know how to phrase her emotions, Izuku knows it's because
Her life is not for just person anymore, every decision will affect a innocent child, shaping them for the world
" I'm sorry I yelled at you earlier and sorry that I left you alone like that " Izuku shifted the topic, stopping her mind from spiralling any further
Katsuki chuckled " you're not getting off the hook that easily"
Izuku pressed his forehead against hers " I'll buy you the baby shoes you saw. Those golden ones"
"I could do that myself"
" You'll do that anyway"
Katsuki let out a small laugh " the only person who needs food is you. Your stomach has been growling non stop"
" Who said I was gonna get your food"
" O-oh" Izuku figured she would get his food since it's her house.
"Sap" Katsuki jammed her finger on Izuku's chest, getting him off her with each push. And when he was far off, she abruptly get off the bed
" You should be the last person to tell me anything about my baby"
" I didn't promise you shit" katsuki left the room and head straight to the kitchen with a Izuku tailing behind
" You don't even have cat" he pouted before taking a seat
" Just poison then"
" Do it, kill me /if/ you can"
No, this fight is not like before. It's different, Izuku can feel the ease in between each empty threats
One poison free sandwich, unfortunately"
" Thanks for not killing me"
she shrugged " and after you're done, we're going back home"
" It's like 2 am right now"
Katsuki flipped him off while Izuku took a bite off the sandwich
Still, It feels like he won something
Thanks for your patience
Hope you liked it
- does this fic requires a angsty tag? Like I want to tag properly in ao3
Minor angsty? ( With happy ending ofc)