⌜ SJSE ⌟ ⟜ tw: one sided s/h/se It came suddenly. Amongst the soft...
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Aug 31, 2026
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⌜ SJSE ⌟ ⟜ tw: one sided s/h/se
It came suddenly. Amongst the soft shared laughs and closeness, the pucker of his lips pressed against Sieun’s.
His eyes pries opens, taken back by the boldness of the move—it should feel right, it should have. Sieun used to dream about this
It came suddenly. Amongst the soft shared laughs and closeness, the pucker of his lips pressed against Sieun’s.
His eyes pries opens, taken back by the boldness of the move—it should feel right, it should have. Sieun used to dream about this
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Sieun pushes him away, the tears forming. He stares back at Suho, disbelief and then grief, the latter shows no remorse.
His heart is restless, walls building around his heart. The hand resting on his side curls into a ball while the other forcefully wipes away at his lips.
His heart is restless, walls building around his heart. The hand resting on his side curls into a ball while the other forcefully wipes away at his lips.
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He moves himself immediately. For the first time since Suho gain consciousness, the gap is visibly placed between them.
Their closeness, the comfort they were denied, it was presented to them again. Sieun didn’t want to regret all the things he took for granted with Suho.
Their closeness, the comfort they were denied, it was presented to them again. Sieun didn’t want to regret all the things he took for granted with Suho.
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With their friendship.
“Why does it have to be him?” Suho asked. The tone of hurt bounces along the walls of the room. He knew and yet dared try to force what was supposed to be his. The Sieun he knew would never fall for the type of people they both loathe.
“Why does it have to be him?” Suho asked. The tone of hurt bounces along the walls of the room. He knew and yet dared try to force what was supposed to be his. The Sieun he knew would never fall for the type of people they both loathe.
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He was here first. It wasn’t fair.
It should be him.
Not Geum Seongje.
“I’ll pretend this never happened,” Sieun says. His word masked the hurt in his heart. He couldn’t tell Seongje what happened or else he’ll hurt Suho.
It should be him.
Not Geum Seongje.
“I’ll pretend this never happened,” Sieun says. His word masked the hurt in his heart. He couldn’t tell Seongje what happened or else he’ll hurt Suho.
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But he won’t leave Seongje for Suho. It’s different now. Too much time had passed between them; whatever feelings Sieun had melted into nothing more than missing the friend who taught the importance of friendship.
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Seongje was, to everyone’s surprise, treated Sieun far better than they expected.
He is rough with his words and has his own way of showing he cares, but it was doable. They were both learning to function in their own normal way.
He is rough with his words and has his own way of showing he cares, but it was doable. They were both learning to function in their own normal way.
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Silly to say, Seongje made Sieun happy…the type of happiness Sieun never felt before.
“Our friendship,” Sieun says, “I value our friendship so much, Suho-ah,” the tremble of his voice broke Suho. His selfish choice pushed Sieun to a wall.
“Our friendship,” Sieun says, “I value our friendship so much, Suho-ah,” the tremble of his voice broke Suho. His selfish choice pushed Sieun to a wall.
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“Seongje is someone special to me
,too. You might not understand him and you might question my choices, but I don’t want to lose our friendship.”
Sieun never wants to be put in a situation where he must choose between Seongje or Suho.
,too. You might not understand him and you might question my choices, but I don’t want to lose our friendship.”
Sieun never wants to be put in a situation where he must choose between Seongje or Suho.
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It didn’t mean he couldn’t voice his boundaries.
“I like him.”
Hearing Sieun say those words broke every hope Suho held onto. The hope he should’ve let go when Sieun introduced Seongje to him as his boyfriend.
“I like him.”
Hearing Sieun say those words broke every hope Suho held onto. The hope he should’ve let go when Sieun introduced Seongje to him as his boyfriend.
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His aversion towards Seongje was never hidden—Seongje could say the same about him—they tried for the sake of Sieun, only for the jealousy in his heart to consume him.
“He is my boyfriend, Suho-ah.”
The sting hurts.
“I think it’s best if we don’t see each other for a while.”
“He is my boyfriend, Suho-ah.”
The sting hurts.
“I think it’s best if we don’t see each other for a while.”