I think Leffen should be banned for being a terrible person most of his life (and receiving miminal punishment for it). People profit off of him so they don't do it, I believe his intentions are almost never good, I've seen+experienced it for a VERY long time now, it's not right.
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I've held my tongue on this opinion for a VERY long time of experiencing his VERY shitty behavior for over a DECADE now, I keep trying to take the forgiveness road, but I don't care anymore, nobody else will say it because they don't want the consequences for saying it, so I am.
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I don't have proof of this but in 2015 him and his guys were targeting me constantly, he would speak badly about me on streams and there was a P4K logs where I mentioned about my depression because of circumcision then, he acts like he doesnt know but he is LYING to everybody imo
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every time i give him benefit of the doubt i see he doesn't give a fuck, it's only about self benefit, most data points ive experienced my entire life with him has just given off sociopath vibes/intentions, being on the RECEIVING end for so long is fucking terrible.
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I HATE being public enemy in this way, and I will definitely get targeted for this moving forward by everyone even MORE now, but I have to say something anyway, it's what so many people I spoke to think but they don't want to be public enemy themselves, so they always stay silent
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I kept using the "forgiveness" and "people can change" OVER AND OVER AND OVER, youtube.com/watch?v=_httcM… but he never/rarely shows kindness back to others, he only can receive it for self-benefit, I have too much data points about this now (my entire life experiences+observations).
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youtube.com/watch?v=vVuEST… leffen knew about my situation here before i made this, because of the 2015 P4K logs which his chat spammed to him (I was in chat and saw it), he denies it saying he didnt think it was real, but I really do not believe him about this, he always says
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what is convenient to say at the moment, and at this point I see the behavior patterns and that some people actually do not change, even if you give them numerous chances, and he signal boosted it which is a large reason i had to reply to it, a video i REALLY never wanted to make
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he never takes accountability or punishment for anything (or much less than is "deserved" imo), he is victim in 100% of situations apparently, it's ridiculous honestly, there have been people perma banned for less.
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I'm fully aware that people who dislike me or that i go against their agenda (half of everybody) are going to do anything to make me look like a shitty person or uncredible or whatever moving forward, and that is also why nobody with followers ever says anything, self-interest.
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i hate knowing the world works this way, but I've learned that it does. Honestly I miss when life to me was just enjoying fun videos games either alone or with friends, and I wish that is all things ever were forever, just fun gaming in imaginary worlds or following your passions
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im honestly just a weird nerd who enjoys video games, i dont really even want to be a public figure it just somehow happened cuz of results, but I have certain fears about "not speaking up when I know something is wrong, makes me not much better than those who do the bad acts"
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(this doesn't mean I'm going to do that in 100% of situations so before people try to do that to me I am not making that my entire life)
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I'm not an angel and nobody I know is, if you compile only the worst stuff somebody did in their life to try to make them look terrible that is not very difficult to do, but there comes a point when the data points are too many, too consistent, too many years, and without change.
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I'm not going to pretend I'm not biased either, although I'm mostly biased to my own individual personal life experiences+observations, which I think applies to every individual. To me the real question is where do you draw the line?
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offtopic: I regret not speaking up more, when Hax was alive, Hax made many dumb mistakes, but I really believe I could/should have been more courageous when it mattered more, I truly regret this & I feel a sense of responsibility for the result, a result I didn't expect so soon.
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I'm not going to pretend that how I feel about the Hax situation isn't motivation for me, but I could/should have spoken up more, even 9 months ago, instead of just doing a video on FORGIVENESS cuz I thought it was morally right + the path to heaven, I feel I could have saved hax
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despite the timing and personal motivation, what difference does it make if I said this now or at other periods of times? It doesnt change history, of what a person did in their whole life.
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