Pinwheel "Love raises us up, higher than we ever dreamed. And the...

Pinwheel

"Love raises us up, higher than we ever dreamed. And the higher we go, the greater the fall when it's over."
-R.S

A Seoksoo FiloAU set 5 years after the last 06152011 update- wherein Dokyeom fell out of love & Joshua left the factory to heal his broken heart.

#Seoksoo

02142019 (Pinwheel)

▪️Filo AU
▪️SocMed
▪️Light Angst, Fluff

▪️ DON'T REPLY ON THE THREAD
▪️RT/QUOTE/LIKE 🖤
▪️Main Ship: #seoksoo
▪️Other Ships: #soonhoon #jeongcheol #verkwan #minwon #junhao

- can be read without reading the soonhoon 06152011 au

Main Characters:

Seokmin Lee
-a singer under universe factory ent.
-always stars in musicals
-fell out of love with joshua

Joshua Hong
-used to be an artist under universe factory ent.
-terminated his contract to teach at pledis academy in new york
-still in love with seokmin

Seoksoo's Circle

Jeonghan / Seungcheol
- the parents
- solves everyone's love problems (except seoksoo's)
- joshua hong come back or we're gonna ground you

Soonyoung / Jihoon
- power couple
- LITERALLY POWER COUPLE, THE POWER THEY HOLD? IT'S SCARY
- will adopt chan

#seoksoo

Seoksoo's Circle

Wonwoo / Mingyu
- they don't fight, they compromise
- will touch foreheads on stage to delivery a great performance
- "maybe we should make out on stage next time"

Jun / Minghao
- chillest couple
- cuddles a lot
- "sorry, minghao said no," - jun, all the time

Seoksoo's Circle

Seungkwan / Vernon
- heart eyes in public
- soft boys
- celebrates their monthsary outside the country
- has promise rings

Chan
- the future of universe factory ent
- and also the baby
- "ma, hindi na ako bata!!!!"
- "kuya ji, paalam mo naman ako kay mama :("

ang hirap hirap humanap ng matching icons and headers 😂

will start tomorrow or on tuesday 🤍

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

Updated Group Chat Nicknames

[001] ano ba ulit tong pinasok ko 🙃

[002] no one can say no to chan ✊😂

[003] ma, this gc is still alive 😂

[004] 🙃

[005] alam mo jun? i love you 😂

[006] jun twitter ban? haha

[007] nuks naman soonyoung, ikaw na problem solver ng grupo? ✊🥺

Okay, hi. Yes. How are we feeling?

First updates are really awkward for me hahaha

Please share your thoughts. ❤

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[008] perks of being the founder's boyfriend y'all 🤧

[009] alam kong maaga pa pero seoksoo comeback? 👀

[010] ambilis gumalaw ng soonhoon ✊🤧 let's get this breadt

[011] kanya kanya ng linis ng kamay ✊😂

[012] im them when trying to lose weight

[013] kung si soonyoung jollibee ang hanap hanap noon, si kyeommie samgy naman ✊😂

[014] baka gusto mo ring mag-soju? 👀

[015] sis woke up at 7am and snappedt

ano na? naiistress na ako kahit wala pa ✊😭

share your thoughts ❤

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[016] 🙊

[017] you can't trust the eye emoji

[018] what kind of drunk is dokyeom? 👀

[019] so eto na nga

[020] ang aga aga naiistress ako ha

[021] bilis kausap kapag si jihoon ah ✊🥺

[022] may balikbayang darating 👀

[023] chan... ewan ko sayo haha

[024] "Send DK Pics" ✊🥺

[025] has anyone here already experienced falling out of love?

[026] Joshua and Seokmin, in the same room... 👀

[027] may isa pa palang hindi nakaka-move on ma

[028] every night, im gonna end my updates with flashbacks/glimpses of seoksoo's relationship 🙂

#seoksoo

let's get this heart ache skrrt

next updates will be posted tomorrow, we're gonna slowly ease into the "pr stunt" meeting. masakit kasi yun ma 🙂

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[029] ayan na siya nga siz

[030] bakit kapag nababanggit ang "everyone" natataranta ka shua?

[031] paano yung gulat, chan? Haha

[032] so anong kabaligtaran ng "he doesn't hate you?" 👀

[033] singit ko lang tong si soonyoung, pangarap niya to eh

[034] kyeom, wag kang mag-ooverthink sinasaktan mo lang sarili mo okii

[035] fighting, kyeom! i promise to reveal your backstory soon 🥺

[036] who's still whipped? 🙃

[037] ramdam na ramdam ko anxiety ni dk ✊🙃

[038] junhao or verkwan? 👀 send me a cc

[039] soonhoon kayo naman sumalba sa seoksoo ✊🙃

[040] unang narrative natin sa au na to ✊🙃

[041] kilala niyo na kung sinong nag-aya? di ko sinasabing si jeonghan pero 👀

[042] PLACE YOUR BETS! WHO DIS? 🍵

[043] flashback skrrt, please remember din that our flashbacks will be random, they're not arranged in chronological order

magkikita na seoksoo bukas 🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[044] kapag nakita ko si joshua sa airport, hihimatayin nalang ako

[045] im gonna keep referring to their company as factory, ang cool lang pakinggan para sa akin haha also, WELCOME HOME JUSWA

[046] pagpatuloy mo lang yan chan 😂

[047] lee chan doing God's work ✊😂

[048] ano sa tingin niyo favorite na pancit canton flavor ni shua? 👀

[049] 🙃 next updates po this evening 🙃

[050] ampogi naman ng dalawang to 🥺

[051] pero usually ang balikbayan kung hindi amoy apple, amoy malamig na box haha

[052] kapag narrative talaga kinakabahan ako, naiiyak ako 🙃

[053] im proud of you chan 🥺

[054] 🙃🙃🙃

[055] 🙃🙃🙃

[056] flashback skrtt 🙃

Kamusta naman tayo? 🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[057] all hate comments must be sent in my cc anonymously 🙃

[058] Happy Ending ba talaga? Hulaan niyo kung sino nag-isip ng main title track ng tour nila 🙃 syempre si CEO

[059] should i add shua in this gc? 👀

[060] bakit ba ginagawa ko to

[061] post ko mamaya yung point of view ni dokyeom before, during and after the meeting mamayang gabi 🙃

[062] Dokyeom's point of view before the meeting.

[063] Dokyeom's point of view before the meeting- part two.

[064] Dokyeom's point of view during the meeting.

[065] Dokyeom's point of view after the meeting, please tell me you remember he used this "three favorite..." method when Soonyoung broked down in the soonhoon au 🙃😭

[066] flashback 🥺

#seoksoo

i am heartbroken

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[067] hi, nakatulog ako pag-gising ko, sorry sa late update 🙃

[068] i only have one thing to say and it's fuck 🙃

[069] dadamay niyo pa si hao 🙃 also please remember that only kyeom, shua and jihoon knows about the pr stunt (ji didn't tell soonyoung that they both agreed)

[070] and so it starts

[071] gigil mo ako ceo

[072] ha ha haa 🙃🥺

[073] im sorry, kyeom 🥺 // next updates will be posted tonight //

[074] puro narrations ung update ngayon, ready na ba kayo

[075] can you hear that? that's the sound of my heart breaking

[076] wait lang boss ✊😭

[077] i love writing in Dokyeom's point of view 🙃

[078] flashback 🙃

ang akin lang.... sabi ko light angst to pero bakit ganito? and expect a lot of narrations during rehearsals and the tour 🙃🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[079] sorry for the late update🥺👉👈

[080] the gc name really breaks my heart

[081] masakit talaga kapag past tense na

[082] 👁👄👁 is the new 👀

[083] my heart hurts for hannie as well 🥺 my heart hurts for everyone

[084] come get your uwus 🥺

[085] ang lamig pero kakayanin natin to

[086] flashback skrrt mas malamig to, parang di pa uso global warming

#seoksoo

makikita natin paano manligaw si shua, excited na ba kayo? 🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[087] babawi ako sa junhao ✊😂❤

[088] sino pang ikakasal?!?!?

[089] 🙃

[090] kyeom sorry na kyeom, babawi ako sayo promise 🥺

// next updates tonight //

[091] yiee 🥺

[092] batas ka pala shua eh 😂

[093] puta 🙂💔

[094] ligawan mo na shua, charot... unless 👀

[095] flashback skrrt

#seoksoo

as promised, cute lang yung update pero medyo masakit pa rin

watch out for our 100th update 👀

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[096] im sorry i forgot to add this 🙃 last na talaga for tonight

[097] FLASHBACK 🍃

[098] FLASHBACK 🌿

[099] FLASHBACK 🍃

[100] FLASHBACK 🌙

next updates tomorrow

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[101] sana kiligin kayo dito 🥺

[102] ahaha joshua, sweetie

[103] gusto ko kiligin, gusto ko talaga pero laging sumasagi sa isipan kong pr stunt to ✊😖

[104] get that breadt, shua ✊😂

[105] wait ✊🥺

[106] anything, shua? 🥺👉👈

[107] *reupload*

[108] *reupload*

[109] *reupload*

[110] *reupload*

[111] *reupload*

[112] *reupload* // flashback

[113] okay ka na ba Twitter? Bakit nagbbreakdown ka rin? Haha

[114] meron bang sasali sa team hindi? 👀

[115] suntukan nalang junmyeon

[116] real or not real, kyeom? umamin ka

[117] isa lang masasabi ko: agdhkfkfks

[118] buti pa tong dalawang to ✊🥺

[119] im so excited for this junhao wedding haha

[120] ayan nagsumbong na si ji ✊😂

[121] gigil niyo si soonyoung? ✊🙃😂

[122] you know what you're doing kyeom? sure ka ba dyan 🙃

[123] at this point hindi ko na rin alam ko real ba to o hindi 🙃

[124] hehe remember that svtcandids is getting paid to post this 🙃

[125] flashback skrrrt

#seoksoo

so anong totoo at hindi totoo?ahsjdkd

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

Also a shoutout to @skzworlddomi for making a fanart of the 06152011 SoonHoon AU. Give her some love ❤
// next updates will be posted tomorrow//

[126] paano nga ba manligaw ang isang joshua hong agshdjkd

[127] anona minwon 😂

[128] kyeom naman ih 🥺

[129] whipped joshua 🥺

[130] isa pa tong wonwoo na to 😊 sir gusto mo ng batok?

[131] nagrent ng cafe amp ✊🥺

[132] JoSHUA HONG OHMYGOD

[133] bakit nangengealam ka nanaman ha

[134] eto talaga mga wala ng titibag sa mga to

[135] eto mga alanganin

[136] then there's chan

[137] soft seoksoo lang tayo tonight ✊🥺

[138] *reuploaded // flashback*

di ko kaya ung mga typo kaya nireupload ko im sorry 😭

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[139] we're going to speed through their concerts haha

[140] "everyone" 👀

[141] suntukan na ba minwon

[142] minsan gusto ko nalang talaga sila bigyan ng mabilisang happy ending eh

[143] 🙃

[144] 🙃🙃

[145] hi umiyak lang ako saglit

[146] ma, sakit na ng mata ko ma

[147] penge ng isang joshua hong pls

[148] gulat ka soonyoung nawala si kyeom? 😂

[149] galaw galaw na won 👏

[150] "I want to sit beside you.." 🙃

[151] naglapag na ng "love" ✊🙃

[152] flashbaaaack 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤

Okay na ba tayo? Kinilig ba tayo? Ano? Huhu
I cried ng slight.

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[153] sobrang late ng update haha sorry i slept all day

[154] suko ka na ba han? 😂

[155] 🙃

[156] im chan

[157] 😊

[158] kinqina mo wonwoo haha ✊🙃

[159] yiee kahapon pa walang angst parang usto ko masaktan bukas

[160] fluff na ba to, can someone tell me if this is enough fluff ?!??!?! Im screaming, my heart is healed

[161] di papayag si ji na madrag mga kaibigan niya, makikipagpatayan muna to

[162] flashback ✊🙃

more fluff bukas yieeee ❤

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[163] ngayon ko lang din napansin that seokoo's matching here 🥺

[164] who ordered fluff?

[165] the sexual tension, ugh my heart

[166] gigil ka na ji, di mo na kaya?

[167] mad joshua hong is a turn on goodbye

[168] pinagsamsama na magjojowa, wala na finish na

[169] biglang lambot kay chan

[170] lord, isang joshua hong lang po sa pasko

[171] *whispers* oh my god

[172] flashback 🥺

Isang bagsak pa ng fluff bukas tapos balik na tayo sa normal na angst 😙

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[173] ma, gusto ko po ng jowa

[174] ayoko ng ganitong feeling, bakit masaya ako agsjdj

[175] so di pa rin ayos ang minwon

[176] ✊👁👄👁

[177] ramdam niyo na ba paparating na angst?

[178] Let's go madam ✊

[179] gyu, di kita maseryoso dahil sa nickname mo kay won 🥺

[180] side angst, ok lang ba 🥺

[181] mahal pa rin naman niya guys 😭👉👈

[182] jun is my favorite 🥺

[183] ang akin lang, wag kayong masanay sa fluff

[184] flashback 🌸

we still have room for fluff for 185-194 🙃🌸

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[185] jun, sagot! haha

[186] chan is the cutest huhu gusto niyo ba bigyan ko siya ng jowa sa au o hayaan na natin siyang maging malaya?

[187] 👀

[188] Alexa, please play Maroon 5's Sunday Morning 🥺

[189] nanginginig na ako guys lapit na ng 196 👁👄👁

[190] Let this be forever ha haahha ✊😰

[191] i keep seeing seoksoo in group pictures im so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤

[192] okay, di natin bibigyan ng jowa si chan. he'll be our babie until this au ends

[193] im kinakabahan

[194] 🙃

[195] flashback ⭐ see you all tomorrow

ang akin lang, parang suko na ako 🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[196] hi, yes good morning

[197] i dont know why im posting this early but im just so ☹

[198] ma 🥺👉👈

[199] ako din scared 🥺👉👈

[200] how does it feel to know that joshua didn't hold kyeom's hand during the plane ride 🙃 next updates will be posted tonight

[201] im-

[202] bakit naman ang sakit ma

[203] ✊🥺

[204] go kyeom!! buti nalang malakas ka kay ji

[205] dokyeom and his 🥺🥺🥺

[206] haha tangina haha okay lang ako sis

[207] ahhhh haha ok na ok ako, di ako umiiyak, di ako nasasaktan

[208] 'tao lang napapagod din..' haha ma what a night ✊🙃

[209] same, yoko na rin.

[210] flashback // okay bye, sakit na ng puso ko hehe

angst saya-saya ✊🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[211] bati na minwon, alam niyo na kung paano

[212] ma, naiyak ako dito pero inayos ko na talaga grammar ko 🥺🥺🥺 anyway, seoksoo crumbs

[213] 🥺👉👈

[214] happy birthday @shuseoks 🥺👉👈

[215] aha ha tangina

[216] nagkaalaman na. sino gusto manaket?

[217] ano na haha 🥺👉👈

[218] ayoko na, magulo na utak ko 🥺

[219] i second the motion

[220] ay, yan lang joshua hong? 🥺🙃

[221] flashback // joshua hong, boyfriend goals 🥺

will answer all cc feedback/questions tomorrow 😙 angst tayo until 250

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[222] ready na ba kayo sa fluff huhu

[223] im going to combust ✊🥺

[224] apaka-cute ✊🥺

[225] leave joshua and his red cheeks alone hahahuhu

[226] sabi nga nila, kapag may fluff... may angst. di ko na iaanounce kung kailan para surprise

[227] malapit nang matapos yung tour hehe malapit na ring sumabog si ceo at si shua 😙👌

[228] bet

[229] yes, shua! pakita mo sa ceo na di ka matitinag!!

[230] ang landi ✊🥺😭

[231] and for the first time since this au started, our kyeommie tweeted something positive 🥺

[232] pati si exposinglocals di ka na kinakaya ser

[233] anyway, flashback 😉

heheheh masaya naman update ngayon diba? 🥺👉👈

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[234] haha cute niyo ✊🥺

[235] haha 👏 cute 👏 cute 👏 niyo 👏 🥺

[236] im sorry seoksoo 🥺

[237] im so sorry okay? three more concerts to go, countdown na ba tayo sa ending ng chapter 1? 🥺

[238] parang haha ayoko na haha 😖😭😭😭😭

[239] tama na pls ✊😖😖😭😭

[240] ✌😰

[241] ramdam niyo rin ba ung stress ni jihoon? kasi feeling ko alam niya ung nangyayari pero wala siyang magawa ✊🙃

[242] walang smut dito, di kaya ng puso ko. angst nalang ✊🥺

no flashback for the last three days of chapter one, lunurin ko nalang kayo sa angst bukas, puro narratives haha bet niyo yon? ✊🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[243] magandang gabi po, come get your daily dose of ✊🥺💔

[244] hindi susuko si kyeom, ceo kabahan ka na

[245] pero alam niyo ung masakit? lalaban si kyeom pero matatalo siya..

[246] last stop bukas manila ✊🥺

[247] joshua hong jusq po

[248] he was literally 🥺💔 huhu kain lang ako ng hapunan saglit, may updates pa ako for 249-250 wait lang 🥺

[249] libre kotong sa ceo, sino unang pipila?

[250] our dokyeom is so brave now 😭

standing ovation for dokyeom please ✊🥺

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[251] hi 🥺👉👈

[252] ang lamig lamig ng kamay ko sksksk

[253] happy ending, happy ending yeah oh 🥺👉👈

[254] paalam na aking mahal~ charot 🥺👉👈

[255] im sorry 🥺👉👈 pota im sorry

[256] Five.

[257] Four.

[258] Three.

[259] Two.

[260] One.

CHAPTER ONE DONE!

Chapter Two will start on Friday or Saturday. The second chapter will focus on what happened after Dokyeom proposed. Bali isang malaking flashback before we proceed to Chapter Three (continuation of chapter one).

#seoksoo

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

CHAPTER TWO

"What was it like to lose him?
It was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me- said all at once."
-Lang Leav

A chapter in which both Dokyeom and Joshua tried their best to keep each other but ended up losing one another.

#Seoksoo

[261] This is the continuation of update [100] in Chapter 1. You can read that first to get the full effect 🥺💔

[262] Our Hannie never changed.

[263] 🥺

[264] I also want to point out Jeongcheol's description on the character intro "solves everyone's love problems (except seoksoo's)" and now we find out that they will be the last to know about the proposal hnng

[265] And so Dokyeom overworking himself begins.

[266] hnnngg we're literally seeing dokyeom dig his own hole 😖

[267] also, yes to vernon having more lines in the au 👏👏👏

[268] skkskss

[269] ma ✊😭

[270] haha bakit walang ily2 🥺

[271] ayan na 😖

[272] kyeom our babie 🥺

[273] and this twt was born

[274] maybe, maybe.

[275] Alam niyo kung anong masakit? Na even when they broke up, Dokyeom still owns Joshua's heart. 🥺👉👈

[276] Oh, Kyeom. 🥺

[277] 🙃

[278] mabait naman pala kasi noon skssk also please censor his name, i don't want any fandoms to misunderstand haha

[279] hmmm 🥺👉👈

lezgedit 🤟😔

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[280] Congratulations, Kyeom?

[281] Seungkwan back at it again 👀

[282] oomph-

[283] pabibo ka myeon? ✊🙃

[284] next update this evening 🥺❤

[285] we're proud of you kyeom! ✊😖

[286] cute cute niyo, sarap niyo paiyakin huhu

[287] lez get this breadt kyeom ✊😭

[288] so ganito yon, we're connecting the flashbacks from chapter 1

lapag ko lang to saglit, i might update ulit later. pero just in case makatulog ako haha share your thoughts ❤

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[289] time skip after the singapore meeting ✌

[290] kay myeon niyo nalang ichannel ung galit niyo, please censor his name sksksk or just use myeon haha

[291] wag si hao, myeon. wag si hao

[292] alam niyo na bakit matagal nang hindi nag-renew ng contract si hao? sksk

[293] look at our boys, daming endorsements huhu

[294] luh cute ✊😩

[295] SINO UMORDER NG FLUFF?!? Haha more to come later, need ko magpahinga dahil di ako sanay ng kinikikig skkkkksks

[296] I really tried to write this as wholesome as I can. My heart 🥺❤

[297] alam niyo na bakit ang kalat nila dito? ssksks see you all tomorrow ✊😩

see y'all tomorrow, thank you for reading guys T^T

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[298] balik ko lang to 🙃

[299] helpful naman kasi siya ksks

[300] jetlag ka gyu?

[301] pero kidding aside, ikaw na nga makes me feel things hahahha

[302] 😔👉👈

[303] no comment

[304] yes you are, kyeom 🥺 bakit kasi magbabasa ka ng mentions mo 😭

[305] ano, soonyoung? sagot hahaha

[306] skskssksks

[307] haha pota skrrt 💔

[308] okay mayang gabi ulit haha huhu gudbye 🙃

here's the playlist i made for the au, thank you for everyone's song recommendations 💔
#seoksoo

open.spotify.com/playlist/16nLd…

[309] hello 🙃

[310] welcome home, our national treasure. nag-time skip tayo staring at 309 ha

[311] lang pagka-reply, love? 🙃

[312] yein wag pakipot, charot haha

[313] lande ni kuya shua mo ✊🙃

[314] haha sana di sayang effort mo shua 🙃

[315] miss ko na rin mang inasal

[316] haha ayun na nga

[317] 100% won? Sure ka dyan?

[318] :'D

[319] ha....ha.ha :'D

[320] If you haven't listened to the song The One by Kodaline, you definitely should listen to it. It makes me cry all the time. Anyway, here's some light angst.

There's only seven sets of updates left for Chapter Two. I'll do my best to post them this week para next week we can jump to chapter 3 na. See you all bukas ❤

#seoksoo

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[321] yieee ang lalandi 😩

[322] kyeomflower uwu

[323] ANO?! PALAG?!?!

[324] Sulpot ng sulpot ha

[325] this also the reason why no one was reacting to @/exposinglocals sa chapter 1, kasi they have this "agreement" to not mind tweets about them

[326] the 👏 level 👏 of 👏 disrespect 👏

[327] matutuloy o hindi? syempre alam niyo na sagot haha will continue later, kain muna dinner 😩❤

[328] aha haaha ayoko na 🙃

[329] 🚫 Trigger Warning: Detailed description of an anxiety attack (at least my experience of what it feels like).

[330] It was not a good idea to listen to AKMU's Melted while writing this.

[331] *exhales*

[332] bakit nananakit ka soonyoung?

[333] baekho, baby pahiram muna ng pangalan mo mwah

[334] aww 🥺😭

[335] di naman dapat masakit pero bakit ang sakit? hays 🥺👉👈

[336] our hoonie 😭

[337] luh huhuhu pota bakit ko to ginusto, get your 💔💔💔💔 skrrt 😭

[338] yoko na, awat na.

leaves will soon grow from the bareness of trees
and all will be alright in time
from waves overgrown come the calmest of seas
and all will be alright in time

#seoksoo

[340] ahhh my heart hurts. don't listen to ben & ben's leaves, im crying so hard rn

I forgot to put [339] I'm just so emotional. This is where everything starts to fall down haha 🥺😭😭😭😭

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

Hi, tonight's updates are glimpses of what happened in the months leading up to the breakup. Feel free to listen to the song before, during or after reading the updates.

#seoksoo

open.spotify.com/track/6UXBFqtZ…

[341]

𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆
𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒊'𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆

[342]

𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕
𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊’𝒎 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒕?

[343]

𝒎𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒆’𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘
𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕

[344]

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆, 𝒊 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒐

[345]

𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚, 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒐

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆

[346]

𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆
𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎

[347]

𝒊 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆
𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒚?

[348]

𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒂 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[349]

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆, 𝒊 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒐

[350]

𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚, 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒐

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆

[351]

𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏' 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉
𝒇𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕

[352]

𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚, 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒐

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆

#seoksoo

[353] HAHA *insert bad words here* HAHAAHAH 🙂

[354] Ang saya kong matutulog tonight ✊🙃

[355] yawqna

sooooo, ayon. see you tomorrow 🙂

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[356] you're doing great, ji 🥺

[357] ikaw din yein, keep up the good work

[358] agad-agad, pwersahang pahinga na to

[359] 🥺👉👈

[360] haaahaha hays ✊🙃

[361] lamig ng kamay ko, sorry kyeomie 🥺

[362] nanghihina ako

[363] aha ha ha ramdam niyo na ba ung break up scene? kasi ako natatanaw ko na siya

I listened to Niall Horan's Paper Houses and I just ✊😭

open.spotify.com/track/1hJ6KojJ…

[364] no comment, kayo nalang magreact

[365] ubos na ubos na ako utang na loob 😭

[366] oh boy 😔👉👈

#seoksoo

see u ol tomorrow

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[367] Tonight's updates will be all narratives 🙃

[368] manhind na talaga ako

Feel free to listen to our song of the night before, during or after the following updates.

#seoksoo
open.spotify.com/track/373q2bp4…

[369] feel free to share kung anong nararamdaman niyo kasi i already cried and im empty

[370] gusto ko nalang maging gelatin

[371] im 🙃

[372] ayoko na tama na

[373] im devastated (and not in a good way)

[374] So, this was Joshua's gift dapat kay Kyeomie. 🙂

[375] last updates for chapter 2 will be posted tomorrow

see you all tomorrow 💔

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

hi, this will be the last update for chapter 2. enjoy.

open.spotify.com/track/6wdCelHr…

[376]

𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕
𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

[377]

𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒊 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆

[378]

𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒓
𝒊 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖

[379]

𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆
𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

[380]

𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈

[381]
𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[382]

𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[383]

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆

[384]

𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚
𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊'𝒅 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚

[385]

𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕'𝒔
𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

[386]

𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[387]

𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[388]

𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[389]

𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍
𝒊 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

[390]

𝒊 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

Chapter 2 is done!

Chapter 3 (present time) will be posted tomorrow. ❤

#Seoksoo

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

CHAPTER THREE

"Romance seldom happens overnight. Sometimes we have to grow roses before we can give them."
- Michael Faudet

A chapter wherein Dokyeom fights as Joshua watches from a distance- hoping, waiting.

#seoksoo

[391] i know i said i'll update today but things were hectic at work, but i prepared this for everyone waiting. happy anniversary 😊

[392] joshua hong, kapit lang!

[393] bumzu vs myeon? di ko maimagine pero g? Haha

[394] ikakasal pa pala si hao, tapos ung proposal ni cheol naudlot im so ready for chapter 3's mess 👏👏👏

[395] napaka-feeling mo talaga myeon 🙃

[396] 🥺👉👈

[397] I love this friendship 🥺 sa soonhoon au palang hays 🥺

[398] luh landi ewan ko sa inyo 🥺

[399] tangina mo haha 😊

[400] ramdam ko may ambush 👏😊 sana ready ang lahat hihi

[401] Gigil mo si Han, ah. 😤

[402] joshua ano na 🙃 lagi ko pa naman sinasabi, "in shua we trust." 🙃

[403] ha ha ✊😖

[404] nakikita ko na ung pag-asa kay kyeom 🥺😭

[405] lumabas na siya ✊😭 iba talaga kapag nashare mo na yung worries mo 😭😭

[406] say goodbye to this account, di na niya kailangan to mga mars 😭

[407] MANOK KO YAN!!! 😭😭😭

[408] eto na eto na eto na

[409] lezgedit jun!

[410] fuck them ✊😤

[411] haha tang*na ko haha 🙂

[412] wonwoo, a man with a plan.

[413] ang gago talaga ni myeon. di ko na rin alam bakit ganito siya 🙃

[414] TIGNAN NIYO UNG MANOK NATIN! If this happened before, he would've cried and left pero look at him mocking Myeon back. I'm proud.

[415] JOSHUA HONG! 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[416] nagtawag pala ng backup ✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊

[417] 🤘🙃

[418] It was Won who called mama hong 👌

[419] duwag ka pala eh 😖 pero anyway, w0woo sexy brain

[420] j0shua h0ng, sagot 😤

[421] the devil works hard but je0nghan words harder

[422] awie 🥺

[423] feel ko wala ng angst, feel ko talaga road to happiness na to

[424] bwiset 😂

[425] no words, just tears of joy

[426] si je0nghan lang nambabackstab

[427] baby steps, kyeom. you're gonna get there 🥺

[428] puhrung tunguh

[429] oo sis parang tanga talaga ✊😂

[430] let's go tita h0ng ✊😭 how to be u po?

[431] ah ayun naman pala 😖

[432] hi, yes mye0n, buhay ka pa pala? 🙃

[433] mye0n ano? threatened ka na ba? 😖

[434] yein best gorl talaga ✊😭

[435] baka naman, shua?

Hi, please don't be obliged to read and react to the updates. I know we're dealing with a lot. But I'll keep updating for you guys. This au will not go anywhere, take your time.

Be safe, be strong.
Keep spreading awareness.

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[436] joshua h0ng, galaw galaw din plz

[437] letche ka boy 🙃

[438] alam niyo kung sino gusto ko ilagay sa board? si jiae, mijoo tsaka si yein haha

[439] joshua h0ng, inactive? what's new 😖

[440] @/joshua h0ng? pspspsps?

[441] ahhhhh this friendship, i swear 🥺😭

[442] ma i luv them

[443] ooOoooooOooh

[444] ✊🥺

I'm sorry, di pa ako ready mag-good to me, good to me ayaya ang seoksoo. 🙃

curiouscat.me/spicydokyeom

[445] j0shua, kotong ka kay je0nghan, balakajan

[446] sanaol may tita hong

[447] tuloy na talaga? wala nang pipigil?

[448] bawi ka naman sa amin j0shua h0ng, pls? medyo masakit na eh. Pls?

hello 🙂

open.spotify.com/track/6sZHC8al…

[449]

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕
𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚’𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒕
𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆, 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆

[450]

𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆
𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓

[451]

𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅
𝒊𝒎 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏

[452]

𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚, 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒊 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖?

[453]

𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔
𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒊 𝒅𝒐? 𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚

[454]

𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕
𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒂𝒅 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒔

[455]

𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆’𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒊 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒚
𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓
𝒊𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒚
𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖

[456]

𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚, 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒊 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖?

[457]

𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔
𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒊 𝒅𝒐? 𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚

[458]

𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚, 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖?
𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅
𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆?

[459]

𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒅, 𝒏𝒐 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒊 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉, 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆