⚙️SATURN⚙️ (ruled by Capricorn & Aquarius) The world that appears...

(ruled by Capricorn & Aquarius)
The world that appears around you is a mirror in which we see reflected our own nature. Saturn collects & retains the impression made upon the consciousness through experience.
Planet of self-restriction & responsibility, structure, foundation, sense of security, universal law of limitation, authority/authority figures, discipline, patience, maturity, loss, fear, pain, control, caution, obstacles, ruler of ego, father time, lord of karma
KEYPHRASE: my capacity to create order, form, & discipline in my life
KEYWORDS: limitation, universal law, tester of life
UNIVERSAL LAW: time, gravity, cycles, karma, maturation
TESTER OF LIFE: life’s learning experiences, responsibility, patience, discipline, seriousness, caution, obstacle, frustration
⏳Area of life you're most fearful
⏳How strong ur boundaries are
⌛️Ways u limit urself
⏳Where u need to learn responsibility
⌛️How u deal w/ authority
⏳Where you'll have obstacles to overcome
⌛️Lessons u need to learn
⏳Where you're most close-minded
Subconscious fear of expressing your individuality & being self-aware. Problems taking responsibility for what you put out in the world. Feel guilty/ashamed when you feeling out of place, awkward, or like you don’t belong somewhere or with certain people.
Afraid that being your authentic self won’t be enough for those around you so repression in physical body &/or repression of expression of personality. You Saturn is here to teach you to step into your identity & recognize your power to be different.
Subconscious fear of not being able to support yourself/your family financially. May have restrictive attitudes towards possessions & material security. Place limits on yourself & the extent to which you enjoy the material world.
Feel like you’ll never have enough money to afford the things & experiences that will make you happy. Feels like you need to be in constant control of your earning & spending habits or else you’ll put yourself at risk. Need to get in touch with your values.
Subconscious fear of saying the wrong thing & being misunderstood in your daily interactions. May limit yourself by being insecure in your intellect & mental ability. Have to learn to interact & communicate freely & let go of negative thinking/negative self-talk.
Feel like you can’t relate to your siblings, like they don’t get you so you don’t try to engage them. May have traumatic experiences from early edu. that lead to a loss of confidence in regard to your concrete mind/ability to use logic/mental activity/processing.
Subconscious fears of being abandoned & unloved by those who are supposed to be genetically programmed to love you from birth. May have experienced unstable, hostile home environment growing up. Need to learn to become your own source for emotional security.
May lead to never allowing yourself to feel safe in future home & not knowing how to nurture your roots in adulthood. Need to learn how to take responsibility for psychological triggers that feed ego thoughts that you’re never safe & need to always be on guard.
Subconscious fear of betrayal/lack of significance. May have had a very rigid childhood in which your inner child was never given the opportunity for self-expression. Limit ur own creative development by clinging to self-doubt & constantly questioning yourself.
Take responsibility for & are constantly concerned with others pleasure over your own. Must take time to reflect on what brings you pleasure & notice of how much time you spend doing things tht bring you joy & give urself space to create.
Don’t really know what to do with yourself when you’re alone & because of this limit your alone time, which causes further withdrawal from the inner self/child. Fear of knowing what brings you pleasure/fear & doubt of your own creative potential.
Subconscious fear of failure and uselessness. Extremely critical of self & body. Find it hard to be comfortable in situations that require analytical introspection. Self-limiting beliefs about not being enough or being of value to your place of work or friends.
Paralyzed by the feeling of uselessness & overcompensate by being meticulous & hypersensitive to criticism in regard to day-to-day interaction. Must learn to see perceived ‘failure’ as opportunities for personal growth & transformation.
Need to give yourself time to understand personal needs & make sure to meet those needs for yourself by yourself (you cannot pour from an empty glass).
Subconscious fear of being alone & never feeling the power of authentic connection. May have trouble trusting people in partnerships & constantly questioning people’s intentions. Balance in relationships may be blocked by self-projection unacknowledged.
Feel like your dealings with others are never easy & connections are hard to maintain. May have legal troubles with business partnerships. Issues connecting with others and may create unnecessary conflict due to not understanding your own needs & wants.
Subconscious fear of surrendering to things you can’t control. Need to seek transformation in your pain. May restrict yourself by clinging to attachments and addictions to people, things, drugs, etc. Can benefit from letting go of intense desires & attachments.
Need to learn how to alter attitude towards change & let go of control. Feel strong need to control the uncontrollable & resist acceptance. The need to discipline one’s desires & to structure one’s emotional attachments is made clear by compelling circumstances.
May experience periods of deep suffering that shed light on core wounds needing to be acknowledged, accepted, and released.
Subconscious fears of restrictive living circumstances. Need to learn to take responsibility for your beliefs & how you choose to live your life. Urge to discipline yourself when it comes to expanding awareness & your search for meaning.
May have trouble expanding your horizons spiritually due to learned beliefs from the past. Need to learn to flow with what’s working & embrace opportunities to travel+learn+explore different cultures & philosophies. Let go of fears of unknown.
Subconscious fear of never being acknowledged for efforts+achievements. Fearful of how the public perceives you, so much so that you may limit how you act in different settings to make sure no one gets the wrong idea about who you are.
Have problems w/ figures of authority in professional/ public settings. Need to learn how to personally acknowledge ur accomplishments & recognize that the person that needs to acknowledge what you’ve accomplished is urself before anyone else can praise ur work.
Subconscious fear of dying before ever being able to contribute something of significance to society. You limit yourself when it comes to your associations. Need to learn how to take responsibility in group situations.
Understand that you matter & that one person can make a difference. May limit yourself when given opportunities to contribute knowledge & thought in groups. Learn to discern who to trust & not trust. Need to learn that some circumstances are beyond your control.
Fear of your subconscious controlling your choices and actions. Hate feeling like you can’t control yourself. Urge to exercise self-discipline in situations that promote transcendence and self-undoing.
Feel restricted by your karma & the secrets you hide from. Trouble acknowledging dark parts of urself & seeing them working in tandem w/ the light within. May limit ur expansion of consciousness by seeing things in black&white due to a fear of self-examination.
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(saturn in the houses descriptions written by me)