#taekookau Everyone knows Taehyung as a troublemaker. So of course...

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#taekookau
Everyone knows Taehyung as a troublemaker. So of course no one believes him when he says he is being threatened.
No one except Jeongguk, the one who is known as a 'sweetheart'.
But sometimes the one you least expect is the one you should fear the most!
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"Jeongguk, you already know how these things work. Even if you're mad at them now, you know it's not their fault. They were wronged when they were k*lled, that energy was bound to turn them blood thirsty. They're hurting themselves by not moving on too."
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"So I can't blame the angels cuz they just can help but it's not their responsibility. I can't get mad at the kids cuz it's not their fault they are like this. Then who am I gonna blame?" Guk asks.
"The people that did it to all of us at the orphanage." Jin says.
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Jeongguk falls silent.
"I'll get some guardian angels to watch after everyone. But you're gonna do your duty because you won't just be doing the kids a favor, you'd do us all, yourself too. Those assholes are the reason we all still suffer to this day." Jin says.
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Jeongguk looks away, feeling really frustrated.
Jin turns and flies away. Jeongguk turns back to his human form and the emotions hit him even harder.
It's so much easier to think in his angel mood, he is not as emotional.
But in this form, emotions crash down again.
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He walks to the other room and his heart almost drops because there is a child, standing so close to Taehyung.
"Don't!" Jeongguk's tone is so harsh, Taehyung finches too. The kid disappears. "-you want some food?"
Guk tries to fix it.
"Chill, I'm not hungry." Tae says.
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Jeongguk clears his throat. He left this room for barely a few minutes and someone snuck that close to Taehyung.
Guk's theory is that they are still not strong enough to actually harm anyone but the longer Guk refuses to do this, the stronger they might get.
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"What's with the face?" Tae asks.
"Nothing." Guk says.
Taehyung spends the rest of the day sulking and Jeongguk spends the rest of the day pretending to watch videos on Tae's laptop but actually thinking of his conversation with Jin.
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He doesn't want to do any more favors for the kids but Jin is right again.
The kids were not the only people who need this justice.
Jin was k*lled that way too, Taehyung lived a live reliving the trauma, Yoongi went through a lot too.
Hoseok too and so many more people.
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Guk looks up when Taehyung's phone starts ringing.
Taehyung doesn't seem to recognize the caller id.
"Hello? Yes I'm Kim Taehyung. You're from the company?" Taehyung answers. Guk just watches. "Sure, okay. Alright. Good night."
"The company?" Guk asks.
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"They said they'll send someone to get me tomorrow so we can talk." Taehyung says.
Jeongguk nods. Taehyung keeps his eyes on Jeongguk, wondering why the angel has been so silent all day.
He assumes it's their 'sort of' argument from before and goes to cook for himself.
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Jeongguk gets up too the moment Tae does.
"Where are you going?" He sounds alert.
"To the kitchen." Tae mumbles and Guk is already walking to the kitchen.
"You know I can fetch something for myself." Taehyung says, grabbing some instant noodles.
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"Nope." Guk takes them from him. "You're having some real food."
"It IS real food." Taehyung argues. "You're not my dad nor my husband, stop acting like this."
Jeongguk stands still.
Taehyung can't help it. He thought giving himself some time off would cool him down.
It didn't.
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The silent has actually made him feel worse. He doesn't like being like this with Jeongguk at all.
"Did I do something?" Guk asks.
Taehyung didn't expect the question to hurt his heart, but it does. Because the frustration is fully from Tae.
Guk didn't even do anything wrong!
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And here he is, quickly thinking that he must have done something.
He sighs and turns to Jeongguk.
"No, it's nothing you did. Things are just getting a little too much." Taehyung says.
Jeongguk licks his lip. He can only assume.
Even as an angel, it's too much for him.
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He knows that he can't tell Taehyung about his new decision. Knowing that there are kids trying to get to him is just going to torture him like how Jeongguk did before.
Plus, Tae wouldn't understand that Guk actually did want to keep his promise.
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The reason he would do it is not because he is choosing the kids over everything.
He would not get it. It would just hurt him more.
He has already been through enough, especially because of Jeongguk.
Guk is not going to let anything hurt him again.
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There are a lot of things he wants to do to comfort him but he still doesn't want to overstep.
So he just pulls Taehyung in a hug.
Taehyung doesn't fight it.
He actually relaxes in the hug and hesitantly hugs him back.
"It's gonna be okay." Guk whispers.
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Taehyung pulls away and looks into his eyes. He really hated the tension between them today.
Maybe he was overthinking it all?
So what if Guk asked him out? So what if he would want to say yes?
It's his life.
Right or wrong, he feels peaceful when Guk is with him.
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He thinks, fuck it. Let's just do what feels right so he holds Jeongguk's hoody and tilts his head to lean and kiss him.
But Jeongguk actually leans back.
The action is very confusing to Taehyung.
So what? Jeongguk is not even going to kiss him anymore?
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He let go of Taehyung's hand first and now he's just pulling back?
Jeongguk feels guilty when he sees the confusion and hurt on Tae's face.
It's not that he doesn't want to kiss him.
But now that he decided to go through with it all, things are different!
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A part of Jeongguk was hoping he could spend as long as he has with Taehyung. To woo him, to selfishly be with him.
But going through the plan means he doesn't have much time left anyway.
"We probably shouldn't or you're not eating tonight at all." Guk tries to make an excuse.
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Luckily Taehyung put some distance between them today. Jeongguk should just take it and be more careful with his actions.
Guk knows that Tae is not in love with him, not yet at least. So he still has time to make this right.
He feels sick by the thought.
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The idea of pushing Taehyung off or letting him be with someone else is just gut wrenching to him.
Mostly because he has done it in some of their past lives too and it was never easy. The only thing that ever kept him sane was knowing that Tae would be happy.
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He is going to turn into nothing no matter what so he IS going to make sure Taehyung will live a better life.
Soulmate bonds are made when someone spends so much time with someone they care about. Luckily, Guk hasn't spent much time with Tae in this one.
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If Jeongguk finds someone Tae already has a big bond with and help them be together for a long enough time, it should eventually do the trick.
Jeongguk has lied and kept secrets many times but this might be one of the hardest times for him to keep his face neutral.
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It's funny.
The idea of going doesn't scare him, but the idea of being the one to help Taehyung move on makes him want to di*.
But he can a thousand times if it means Tae will be happy.
If that makes him want to die, the thought of Tae being lost over him makes him feel worse.
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Like someone is holding his heart and squeezes it until it pops, like they want to take every drop of blood in his body and dry out the rest.
Taehyung stares at him in confusion, not really buying that excuse.
Guk grabs some meat from Tae's fridge to cook it.
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"You never told me what was the name of your ex." Guk drops the topic, marinating the meat.
"What's it to you?" Tae asks. Guk looks up from the meat.
"Just out of curiosity. I did say I'll help you find him." Jeongguk says randomly.
Tae feels his own heart breaking.
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"You want to help me find my ex." Tae says. Jeongguk drops his eyes.
"Why not?"
Taehyung has to fight the urge to throw something at him.
Because technically, nothing was actually going on between them. They weren't dating.
But he's still pissed.
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"Put that back to the fridge. I'm not eating whatever you're making." Tae says.
Guk pauses.
"I'm already marinating it."
"I don't care. Lost my appetite anyway." Taehyung turns and heads to his room.
Guk would give him space normally, but he can't leave him alone!
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"Why are you mad? Come on now!" Guk walks after him.
Tae stops walking and turns, ready to blow up but nothing comes out again.
He doesn't know how to accuse Jeongguk when he himself wasn't even sure if he wanted to say yes to Jeongguk taking him out on a date.
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"You know exactly what you did." Taehyung says because he might not have the words for it but Jeongguk must already know.
There are things that are hard to explain but easy to be felt for everyone.
Jeongguk opens his mouth too, but he seems to be losing words too.
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Jeongguk looks behind Tae and sees someone.
This time it's not a child. It's another angel.
It must be the guardian angel Jin said he was going to send.
"Don't ever bring my ex up again." Taehyung says and goes to the room, banging the door shut.
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Jeongguk sighs.
"Stick to him." Guk tells the other angel and gets to the kitchen.
Even if Tae said he wouldn't eat it, Jeongguk still cooks the rest of the meat and leaves it in the oven.
Taehyung probably won't be looking for him anyway so Guk just decides to leave.
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He doesn't know how long it will take him.
A child appears at the kitchen but luckily, Tae is in the room.
"I'm doing it already. Stop showing up." Guk says and the child leaves the same way it appeared. Guk turns into his angel form and flies to the orphanage.
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The kids look up at him but Jeongguk just flies past them until he gets to the graveyard.
He had buried so many people here himself. So he knows exactly where he put who.
A lot of adults died that day but a lot of them looked new and confused by what to do.
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Jeongguk walks to the last grave that was made before Jeongguk had to take over.
This is where their 'auntie Dru' is buried. The same person Jeongguk wanted to prove to Taehyung was a bad person and Taehyung ended up accidentally k*lling.
He touches the stone.
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He closes his eyes and his powers work their magic, letting him see the memories of the woman that terrorized them in their childhood but still pretended to love them.
He opens his eyes once he is gone looking through her memories.
As he thought, she was taking orders.
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All of them were but a lot of them didn't even know what was fully going on.
Dru was one of the people who fully understood the situation.
"It's sad there is no hell for you to be burning in you f*cking two faced b*tch." Jeongguk whispers, as if she can hear it.
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He wished he was the one who had finished her instead of Taehyung.
"You better not be reborn because I'm gonna find you and I'm gonna f*cking end you." Guk says and actually means it too. Dru seemed to be getting her orders through one person alone.
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A van used to bring new kids every once in a while, they would bring medicines and food too. The only thing the people here had to do was to monitor the kids, make sure they would not run and inject whatever they were given.
Jeongguk flies back to his car.
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The van came empty that day. The guy inside of it was not among the ones that died but he left the van.
Guk touches the car and closes his eyes too.
Objects hold certain memories too.
Jeongguk just needs to know who its old owner was before Jeongguk started using it.
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He can hear the face of the man and a simple name someone calls him.
Jeongguk opens his eyes and flies back to one of his old properties to try and look up the name.
His brows shut up when he realizes who the man actually works for.
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The special force Yoongi works for has a lot of different units, each working on different cases. But Jeongguk is sure this man belongs to one of the units.
In other words, Jeongguk and Yoongi were trying to look who was behind the orphanage but the culprits were right there!
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And they must have actually been getting information through whatever people like Yoongi or Jeongguk were finding.
Jeongguk clenches his fist.
He starts looking deeper into the man, trying to find out who else he is in touch with and what missions the man was working on.
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Anyone under this special force has even more power than the cops.
No wonder nothing was ever leaked or revealed!
They must have deleted a lot of things cuz Jeongguk can't really find much.
But he does find the man's address.
He flies to the address.
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The man is sleeping next to his wife. They can't even see Jeongguk.
The angel gets closer, touching the man's head to unlock his memories and find out more.
Then he's going to k*ll him and punish him the way he deserves based on these memories.
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He is going to personally find anyone who was ever involved with the orphanage and punish them for their actions.
As an angel of justice, this is what he was turned to do.
Once they are all punished, the kids at the orphanage can finally move on to their next lives.
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And with that, Jeongguk will have served his purpose too.
He is about to unlock the memories when the door of the room opens up. Guk looks back.
No one can see him but he can see a little girl.
"Daddy, Mommy, Can't sleep." The little girl says.
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Jeongguk's hand stays on the air.
The man groans and sits up.
"Come here." He says and they make room for the little girl.
Jeongguk watches the family with numb eyes.
He has a daughter...
How could he ever think of having a child after what he did to other children?
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Jeongguk has a really hard time doing anything, knowing it can heavily influence this little girl.
This was a really hard day.
Even for an angel, maybe he needs to give himself some time to think everything through.
He can just come back tomorrow for this man.
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Plus, he is not really in a rush to finish this and disappear.
He flies back to Taehyung's house, not expecting to see anything strange but the house looks upside down.
"What the?" Guk whispers.
"Are you Jeongguk?" The guardian angel asks.
"Yeah why?" Guk asks.
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"He locked himself in his room for a couple of hours to mop but then came out to drink some water. Then he kept calling that name. You were the only one here so I'm just assuming it had to be you." The guardian angel says.
Taehyung gets out of the kitchen, looking shaken.
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"No no no, you can't leave me again. Not even a note this time." Taehyung is mumbling to himself, dropping to check under the furniture.
Jeongguk quickly turns back to his human form so Taehyung can see him.
"Angel?"
Taehyung sits up and looks up desperately.
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"Where the hell did you go?" His voice shakes. "You scared the hell out of me. You know I can't find you when you do that."
"I just went outside. I didn't think you'd worry." Guk says.
Taehyung grabs a cushion and throws it at him.
Guk just takes it on the air.
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"Of course I worry, you son of a b*tch. You can't just walk out like that. I thought you... I thought you..." He whispers, as if he is going to actually cry.
Jeongguk loses whatever sanity he had that was keeping him collected and drops next to him.
"No no! I wouldn't."
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"You already did." Tae says. "How would you even let me know if you suddenly disappear? At least don't just go off like that."
"I'm sorry. I swear I didn't think you'd be this upset." Guk says, trying to hold his hand.
Tae slaps his hand away.
"Where did you even go?"
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"I went for a walk."
"In your angel form?"
"Yesh less people would notice me." Guk says, trying to make it believable.
Taehyung sighs in relief, even if it's shaky.
"Don't ever do that again." He says. Jeongguk hates seeing him like this.
Especially over himself.
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He moves closer to hug him again.
No matter what his plans are, he just can't leave him shaking like this without even giving him a hug.
"You really scared me." Tae whispers.
"I'm sorry!" Guk says.
Taehyung hugs him back tightly, pushing his face on his shoulder.
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Jeongguk genuinely didn't think leaving for just a couple of hours after Tae himself shut the door like that would make Taehyung get this scared.
His heart is in pain thinking of how Taehyung is going to react when Jeongguk does actually leave.
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He caresses the back of Taehyung's head, his heart is heavy.
Because there is no changing it. Jeongguk can't change his fate this time. He is going to die no matter what and all he can do is at least try to make it less painful to the people he loves.
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It's not like he wants to leave him like this. It's not like he actually enjoys the thought of Taehyung being happy with anyone else.
But he is not even in love with Jeongguk in this life and he still is this world up over him.
Jeongguk can't leave him like this!
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He presses his head on Taehyung's watching him closely.
"I know I'm overreacting. Just give me a second, I'll pull myself together." Taehyung whispers.
"You're not. You really aren't." He says, massaging the back of Taehyung's neck.
Taehyung bites his lip.
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"What do I do?" Tae asks. Guk blinks a few times.
"Just take your time."
"No, what do I do to save you?" Taehyung asks desperately.
Jeongguk feels something in his throat, making it hard to breathe.
He gulps hard.
"You can't." The whisper is so low.
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"Don't say that." Taehyung looks in pain. But Jeongguk is even in more pain because he feels powerless and disappointed at himself.
Because he should have a way to fix this. But he can just face Taehyung with the ugly truth of how useless he actually is.
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He holds Taehyung's hands and looks into his eyes.
"If there was anything I could do to reverse what I did, I would. I swear!" Jeongguk says.
"So that's it? You're actually gonna leave me?" Tae asks.
"I wished I could say never. But it's out of my control!" Guk says.
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Those words actually mean a lot to Jeongguk, even if it might not mean much to Jeongguk.
"But I can promise not to scare you like that again as long as I still have time. But Taehyungie, You need to slowly accept the truth. You can't get like this when I actually-"
"Don't."
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Taehyung sits back and breathes deeply a few times, not succeding in getting rid of his stupid emotions.
"I'm so mad at you, don't talk. I'm gonna blow up." Taehyung says.
Even if Jeongguk regrets his decision now, he is still in this situation over that fucking decision.
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He doesn't want to blame him but he's just so mad.
Jeongguk remains silent.
On one hand, Tae wants to just lock himself in his room again and not to even see Jeongguk until he calms down.
On another hand, he wants to hold him all night to make sure he won't leave again.
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What he is mad at is that why wasn't he enough to change Jeongguk's decision.
Sure, he was someone Jeongguk hated.
But if only things were different, maybe he would be enough.
But they were strangers and Jeongguk still chose dying over him.
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"I'm going to bed." Taehyung says. Jeongguk nods.
"I'll stay right here." Guk says.
"No, you're coming to the room with me. I'm not letting you out of my sight again." Taehyung says, shaking his head.
He gets up to head to the room. Jeongguk follows him.
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Tae gets to the bed and just turns his back to Jeongguk.
Jeongguk sits on the other side.
"Do you want me to hug you?"
"No, I'm angry. I'll snap at you. Just stay there." Taehyung says. Jeongguk sighs and sits, looking at the guardian angel on the other side of the room.
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He actually knows this angels. He has known him from some of his past lives.
The angel looks back knowingly.
"Was that show for me?" The angel asks. Jeongguk just rolls his eyes.
Once upon a time he would get angry from seeing this person. But not anymore.
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Taehyung had spent some of his lives with people who weren't Jeongguk.
And one of those people actually happened to be the same guardian angel in the room.
Jeongguk doesn't know why he was chosen to look after Taehyung but since it was about protecting Tae, he didn't care.
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Maybe it's because Jeongguk already knows that Taehyung has chosen him over this angel over and over. Jeongguk is not threatened, why would he get jealous?
Taehyung finally falls asleep.
"So we're just gonna sit and not talk?" The guardian angel asks.
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"I don't want to wake him." Guk says.
"You could just turn."
"He might get scared again if he wakes up and I'm not here." Jeongguk whispers.
"You really messed up this time, you know that right?" The guardian angel asks.
Jeongguk leans his head back silently.
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"You-"
"I'm not going anywhere for the rest of the night. Just come back tomorrow, will ya?" Guk says.
The guardian angel does listen, flying away.
Jeongguk doesn't go anywhere, he just sits next to Taehyung and thinks.
Taehyung opens his eyes in the middle of the night.
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He quickly turns, panic all over his face.
But he relaxes when he sees Jeongguk sitting in the dark.
"You're here!" He whispers.
Jeongguk can't even express how much he hates this.
The last thing he ever wanted was to keep Taehyung this paranoid even in his sleep.
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He rushes Tae's hair up.
"I'm here." Guk says. Taehyung is still half asleep when he moves closer to Jeongguk to hug around his waist.
Jeongguk looks down silently.
Why did he agree to that contract?
What was ever worth putting Taehyung through this?
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The more he watches Taehyung, the more he hates the kids for guilt-tripping him to the point that he thought he had to do that.
What does he gonna do to stop this?
He'll do anything, he just needs to know what!
He can't leave Tae like this.
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He wonders what would happen if he was already gone and destiny hadn't turned him.
The idea is so heavy, it might actually drive him crazy.
How would Taehyung stay in bed like this and wake up to no one to comfort him?
He ruffles Taehyung's hair gently, trying to comfort him.
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He doesn't even have his soul to bargain anymore because he already sold that for that contract or he would do it just to take away whatever pain or fear he caused Taehyung in the past few weeks.
Taehyung wakes up in the morning, still holding Guk tightly.
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Jeonguk hasn't left, just sitting like Taehyung asked him to.
Taehyung has to take a few seconds to remember last night.
He feels a little guilty for forcing Jeongguk to stay with him like this when Jeongguk doesn't even sleep.
Guk looks down.
"Good morning." He smiles.
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"Morning." Taehyung mumbles and sits up. He still feels tired even though he just woke up. "What time is it?"
"Must be around eight thirty." Guk says.
"They're gonna send someone soon." Tae says, rushing out of the bed to eat and get ready.
Guk stays on the bed.
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Someone rings the door after some time and Jeongguk gets out of the room to watch Taehyung open the door.
Taehyung opens the door and freezes on the spot.
Jeongguk frowns because this is the same guardian angel as before, except now he is in his human form.
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"Hyung?" Taehyung's voice comes and Jeongguk is even more confused now.
"Taehyungie. It's been a while, hasn't it?"
They know each other?
"What are you doing here?" Taehyung asks.
"I came to take you to the company."
"You don't work for the company." Tae says.
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"I worked for the branch abroad. Just got transferred. Is that a friend?" He points at Guk and Taehyung turns to look at Jeongguk hesitantly.
He looks off. Like he just caught in the middle of an act or something.
"That's Jeongguk, my... boyfriend." Taehyung says.
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It actually takes Jeongguk a good thirty second to remember that if this man came from the company, they must think Tae and Guk are dating too so they can excuse the previous incidents.
Jeongguk walks closer.
"Jeon Jeongguk, used to work at the company too. And you are?"
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He already knows the guardian angel's name, he just wants to know how the hell Taehyung knows him.
He holds his hand up to shake the other angel's hand.
"Park Bogum, came to take him to the company." Bogum says, shaking his hand.
"And how do you know each other?" Guk asks.
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Bogum looks smug. Like he has been waiting to break it to Jeongguk but has been waiting for the right time.
"We go way back, right Taehyungie?" Bogum asks.
Taehyung closes his eyes.
Guk is gonna find out sooner or later anyway.
"We used to date." He confesses.
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Guk is actually speechless.
"Should I wait here or at the car?" Bogum asks.
"At the car. We'll be right down." Tae says.
"We?" Bogum asks. Guk is confused too.
"Yeah, we're coming together." Taehyung says.
Bogum looks at Jeongguk knowingly.
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"I'll be right doen." He says and turns to go down.
Taehyung looks at Jeongguk, wondering what he must be thinking.
"Was he 'the' ex?" Jeongguk asks.
"Yeah."
Guk pokes his tongue in his cheek.
That... son of a b*tch!
So was he an angel when he met Taehyung too?
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That can't be.
Why would an angel go for drugs? A guardian angel of all creatures.
So he must have died!
But as a guardian angel, he can live his entire life as a human and no one would even bat an eye.
He can age, he can stop others from making mistakes.
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The reason they sent Bogum suddenly makes so much sense.
Jeongguk asked them to help Tae forget him and who would be better than an ex he already loved and can actually pretend to be a human and look after Taehyung until the end, even his next lives.
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He's an angel, he can stay like an angel for an eternity!
They even had spent some of their past lives together.
Of course...
Jeongguk was not feeling any negative feelings last night, he didn't feel threatened one bit.
But now...
He feels really sick!
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"You're not getting ready?" Tae asks.
"Why do you even want me to come? I don't work there anymore." Guk says.
"You could still come with me." Taehyung points out. Jeongguk can't say no. He did say that he won't scare Taehyung with his lack of presence again.
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Jeongguk puts on some other clothes and they head down together.
They pause when they get to the car.
Taehyung is trying to decide if he should sit in the front next to Bogum or behind with Jeongguk.
He ends up taking the one at the front.
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It would seem like he is treating Bogum like a chauffeur if they both would get at the back seats so he thinks this is a reasonable decision.
Jeongguk sits at the back and just looks outside.
Bogum starts driving. Tae watches Jeongguk from the front mirror.
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"So, how have you been?" Bogum asks.
Taehyung looks at him with a little frown.
"Shouldn't I be asking you that?" Taehyung asks. "You're the one that dipped."
"I didn't dip. My family forced me to go away." Bogum says.
Jeongguk purses his lips in annoyance.
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Knowing that this man was okay with having Taehyung anywhere near drugs keeps pissing him off.
How is this asshole gonna protect Tae when he used to encourage him?
"And you never had the chance to contact me?" Taehyung asks. Bogum falls silent. Guk looks at the guardian angel.
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Jeongguk has a suspicion that maybe it's not that Bogum didn't want to contact Taehyung.
Maybe he actually couldn't!
He has no idea when Bogum passed away but he can guess that it had to be close to when Bogum was taken from Taehyung.
It makes him feel bitter.
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Because if that is true, it means Bogum technically didn't even leave Taehyung for this long.
"The only reason I'm even in your car is for work. You have some nerves showing up like you did nothing wrong." Taehyung says, looking at the road.
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"You got a point." Bogum says with a sad smile.
Technically, Taehyung and Bogum never even broke up.
Jeongguk can't even imagine how complicated this must me.
He feels like a third wheel.
Like he shouldn't be here or to maddle in this whole thing.
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Why did Tae drag him here again?
He can't be around Taehyung all the time if he wants to do his mission right.
It seems like the universe is already putting a replacement for Jeongguk anyway.
And to be fair, Guk can't even pretend like he deserves Taehyung more.
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The things Bogum had done to Taehyung were things Tae agreed with too. Expect for leaving which if Guk is thinking right, it had to be because he just died and never had the chance to come back.
But nothing can ever make up for the things Jeongguk did.
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Tae might forgive him one day but the truth is that Jeongguk will never forgive himself.
"At least you found yourself someone." Bogum says. Taehyung looks at Jeongguk through the mirror again.
"You expected me to just sit and wait for the rest of my life?"
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"I mean it's not like we broke up."
"You left for years hyung. No matter what I felt for you, there wouldn't be a single chance I'd wait that long for anyone." Taehyung says and Jeongguk has to gulp hard.
Because Taehyung has waited for years for him.
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He is not one to do that, not even for someone he admitted he loved.
But he waited centuries for Jeongguk even in their past lives.
"Isn't your boyfriend gonna say anything?" Bogum asks, looking at Jeongguk too.
"It's not my place to comment about that." Guk says.
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"I thought you two were dating." Bogum says. Jeongguk looks at the mirror and his eyes make contact with Taehyung.
None of them can guess what the other one is thinking.
"Even the greatest love stories out there have an ending, and when they end, they're over." Jeongguk says.
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"There could be a hundred sequels but they have their own story. Whatever you two had was in the past. I would have no reason to speak on it or feel threatened unless I thought your story wasn't fully over." Jeongguk adds.
Those words speak way deeper than usual.
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"He could still have feelings for me." Bogum points out.
Jeongguk is so lost.
A part of him wished that was true so Tae would never get hurt for Jeongguk again.
But another part of him wants to pop anyone else's heart who dares to think they can love Taehyung harder.
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"Then there would be no point for me to get mad. This is his life. I'm lucky if he loves me. But no one can really force someone to love or not love someone else." Jeongguk's voice actually shakes a little because this is something that he knows deep inside himself.
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You can't make someone love or not love someone.
Taehyung doesn't love Jeongguk the way he loved him in his other lives.
Jeongguk wanted to find someone he did love so Tae wouldn't have the time to fall in the same trap he had fallen before.
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Taehyung watches him emotionally, feeling something filling his heart the more Jeongguk speaks.
They are not actually together and Tae can't always tell when Guk is being honest.
But if this is really Jeongguk's true thought of feelings, it does something to Taehyung!
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" If he says he loves me I trust him and his feelings. I wouldn't love him so much if I thought his love or feelings weren't genuine." Jeongguk says and the more he speaks, the more hopeless he feels because it's like he is speaking a truth he didn't know he had.
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Jeongguk is used to lying.
He is used to manipulating people to the point that even he doesn't notice it when he does it to himself.
But there are times that you don't realize what you truly think or feel until you say them out loud.
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"If you still loved you, waiting wouldn't even be a problem. He would fly even as far as the hell itself just to find you." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung wonders why all those words are making him choked up.
Like he can actually believe those words with the deepest part of his soul.
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Jeongguk hates how it is just proving how he was lying to himself.
Because he knows.
He knows the special treatment Taehyung gives him.
Because he knows that even if Tae doesn't love him yet, he must be getting there.
And he knows, no one can ever love Taehyung the same.
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Not because Taehyung is not lovable or doesn't deserve every love in existence.
But because Jeongguk loves him so much that he will run over anything and anyone just to make him smile.
Because Taehyung's smile is just so pretty, it would worth everything.
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Jeongguk would make himself wings to fly as a human if he thought Taehyung was stuck in the sky. He would cut his own wings and fall a thousand times as an angel if it was for him. He would live in hell, if Taehyung was the owner.
He would literally do anything.
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And that's why it's so frustrating to him to know that he had the chance to just walk away and choose Taehyung.
But he got stuck in a life filled with hatred and emptiness that he chose to sacrifice himself for anything but him.
"I didn't think you'd be a poet." Bogum jokes.
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Guk doesn't comment on that. Maybe he would if he felt intimidated by Bogum but he really doesn't.
Bogum knows Taehyung and Jeongguk are not really together. But he must already know that something must still be going on between them or Guk wouldn't stay in that bed all night.
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Bogum parks the car and starts walking inside the company. Taehyung walks to Jeongguk, looking at him strangely.
"Sometimes you terrify me. If I didn't know any better, I'd think you're really that in love with me." Taehyung says.
Jeongguk smiles at that.
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"I'm not always that good of an actor." Jeongguk says and starts walking too. Taehyung follows him in confusion.
His heart is beating really strangely.
Bogum gets to a room with two other people. Taehyung and Jeongguk nod and walk inside too.
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They talk about what happened and what they already told the cops. The managers try to come up with some sort of agreement that can keep Taehyung happy and wouldn't get him to sue anyone.
Taehyung is too distracted to say no to anything or argue.
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Jeongguk somehow is focused enough to make those arguments for him and get him the best deal possible. Bogum mostly makes small comments. By the time the meeting ends, Taehyung has his job back with way more time off, work supply and payment than he used to.
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He can start working from today again but he has a really strange feeling about letting Jeongguk go.
He should be able to do that.
Jeongguk is his own person. He can't just force Jeongguk to stick to him twenty-four-seven. He just feels so bad about letting him go off.
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Jeongguk gets up to shake everyone's hand.
No one really expects it but as he goes around to do it, he assumes Bogum's hand would be up too and when he turns, instead of his hand what comes into Jeongguk's hand is something so much longer.
He quickly pulls his hand back.
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"Not again-I'm so sorry!" Jeongguk says quickly.
"Just an accident." Bogum fakes a smile.
Jeongguk looks so flustered. Bogum shakes his hand and offers a ride back home.
Jeongguk pauses, thinking of something.
"I'd appreciate it." Jeongguk says.
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Taehyung is very confused by a few things.
How the hell did Jeongguk grab Bogum's d*ck instead of his hand.
Why the hell did he say 'again' as if it had happened before?
And why did he accept the ride back?
He's an angel! He doesn't need any rides.
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All three of them walk out of the office. Taehyung lifts a bbrow at Jeongguk.
"I'll see you home. I promise I'll be there when you come back-"
"Is anyone gonna explain what happened in there?" Taehyung asks.
"Whatever do you mean?" Bogum asks.
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"How did you miss his hand?" Tae asks Jeongguk.
"It was just an accident." Jeongguk says because it genuinely was.
"You said not again. Do you do this a lot or something?" Tae asks.
"Of course not. Do we really have to talk about this?" Jeongguk asks.
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Taehyung can tell that even if that was an accident, there is still something off. He can't ask why Jeongguk is asking Bogum to take him back home in front of Bogum so he just have to wait until he is back home at night to do it.
Does Jeongguk just want to be alone with Bogum?
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But why?
Come to think of it, he was acting pretty chill with Bogum around.
You'd expect at least a little jealousy but nope.
Wait!
What if Jeongguk likes Bogum?
The thought is enough to give Tae a heart attack if he keeps thinking.
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"Don't overthink it. I'll just take him home and be right back." Bogum says.
"See you seen angel." Jeongguk says.
They might be just acting like they are dating but would Guk die if he would at least kiss him goodbye?
What couple wouldn't do it?
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Or did he not even try to be believable in front of Bogum?
What if Jeongguk really likes him?
Is he being silly?
But then how else should he explain it all to himself?
He pouts and walks to where his desk is usually located.
Day ruined!
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Jeongguk has a permanent cringe on his face, keeps brushing his hand on his pants as if to wipe them clean from touching nasty.
"Can you chill?" Bogum asks.
"Why is it always with you?" Jeongguk asks in frustration.
It had happened before.
In another life of course.
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Jeongguk has never been the biggest fan of this man but it's like the universe finds it funny because somehow when he is around this man, stupid accidents keep happening.
Thankfully Bogum is an angel too so he is bound to remember.
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The kind of accidents that are just so crazy, he is always caught not knowing how to even explain how they happened.
Like, how do you explain that you were genuinely trying to shake hands but accidentally touched someone else's junk?
Bogum chuckles at that.
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It must be an angel messing with them cuz there is no way that even in this life he has to suffer from this.
"It's not funny."
"I do remember filling a s*xual harassment file for you when you kissed me once. I see you're still inappropriate."
"I did NOT kiss you." Guk says.
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Bogum looks amused, waiting for him to finish.
"I fell..."
"On my lips." Bogum says.
"Can we not talk about this? There I was suffering in that life and Tae thought I liked you or something." Jeongguk says, holding his face in frustration.
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"I have a feeling he thinks that now too." Bogum says.
"That was clearly an accident." Jeongguk says.
"Did you really want me to drive you home or did you have something to say?" Bogum tries to change the topic.
"First of all, f*ck you."
"Are you serious?"
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"Yes very serious. He has a long history with drugs, way before this life. He literally Overdozed in one of our lives and died in my f*cking arms. I can't believe you let him get close to those." Jeongguk says. "Do you have any idea how irreversible some of the damages are?"
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"I can imagine."
"Yeah, sure." Guk scuffs.
"How do you think I turned into an angel Jeongguk?"
Oh...
Jeongguk actually does feel a little sorry for him.
"Stick around him like a shadow until he's home. Anything happens to him, I'll send you to your next life myself." Guk says.
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"So you came here to tell me a f*ck you and to remind me of my job?" Bogum asks.
"No that's not all." Jeongguk says. Bogum waits for him to speak. "I might die soon but I'm still alive."
"I can see that."
"Don't even think about making a move on him until I'm gone."
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"Didn't you two just have a fight last night cuz you wanted to find his ex for him?" Bogum asks.
"Since when do I have to explain to you?" Jeongguk asks.
"Do you have to be so rude?"
"To the person who talks to my boyfriend right in front of me, yes." Guk says.
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"He's not your boyfriend. If anything, he was mine and we never broke up."
"Take the breakup and shove it. Read the room, will ya? I'm sorry you died and all but we've all been there. Maybe you shouldn't have drown yourself with the stupid drugs." Jeongguk says.
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Bogum scuffs.
"You really are not one to lecture me Jeongguk. You think I don't know what you did?" Bogum asks.
"Whatever I did is between and me and him."
"Didn't you say you trust him? Or do you think he doesn't love you yet?"
"Do you wanna piss me off?"
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"I'm just saying. You wouldn't need to say anything if he loves you and you trust him, right? Who cares if I make a move. It's not like you're gonna live past this life anyway. How long do you have in this one?" Bogum asks.
Jeongguk glares at him.
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"The moment that contract ends, he's gonna forget you ever even existed for eternity. You might wanna back off." Bogum says.
Jeongguk fakes a smile.
"He chose me over and over with you around. Even when I'm gone, you'll never be his number one. Think about that."
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He takes a few steps until he is invading his personal space.
"You know what? Do make a move. Let him choose me over you one last time." Jeongguk says with the knowing smirk and turns to leave.
"You still don't deserve him." Bogum says.
Guk lifts his middle finger and leaves.
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Jeongguk is in a very bad mood but he decides to just keep his frustration for the people he can actually throw it at.
Here he is.
The building Yoongi tends to visit a lot for work.
But Jeongguk is not here for Yoongi.
He flies up, hoping not to even see him.
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He manages to avoid everyone else and get to the room of the man he used to see at the orphanage.
It's funny.
This man literally works under the nose and none of them even recognize him.
The man is looking through some of his files.
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Jeongguk walks closer to him, having so much hatred for the man.
He wasn't sure if he was ready to know the truth behind the orphanage through this man before but he knows that he needs to figure it out sooner or later.
He touches the man and closes his eyes.
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The memories start coming through his mind.
This man is a connection.
It seems like he has been sending information to others and hide everything that would try to reach the cops.
But that's not even the worst part.
That wasn't the only orphanage they were working on.
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This man would get orders through a link and just get things from a lab to others.
From what this man knew, they were just testing on children to see how strong their immune system can get.
Once the memories stop, Jeongguk opens his eyes and looks at the man with angry eyes.
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This man deserves way worse than death. He deserves to lose everything.
His job.
His family.
To feel pain!
The man gets up to head to the bathroom and Jeongguk looks into his computer. He sends some of the files to other departments.
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He also changes some of the reports he was sending away and he specifically sends some of the pictures of the corps of the kids that died by the hand of this man to his wife along with proof that he was involved.
Now this man is going to live long enough to suffer.
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If he was anyone else, he would even think of making his little daughter sick, just to punish him further
But Jeongguk isn't one to have the heart to hurt a little girl.
He flies to the lab this man would visit a lot.
A lot of people are working in there.
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Some are working on some sort of formula, others are looking through tests and studied.
Jeongguk looks through the studies too.
It's not just children.
There are tests on some adult prisoners and some animals too.
Mostly on things or people who were alone.
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People who would not have anyone else to look for them if they went missing. People who had no one left to worry about them.
Children who had no parents.
Animals who were abandoned by their owners.
Jeongguk feels really sick even in his angel form.
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This is so much bigger than he thought!
No wonder even the rest of the angels were too scared to get involved.
It involves so many lives, so many people! So many decisions, so many involvements.
There are still some subjects who are still going through the tests!
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It seems like every time their secret is in anger of being exposed, they just get rid of all the subjects.
Just like they did with their orphanage.
The test is not even just on one thing.
Each person is tested on something different.
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In some cases some subjects were actually purposefully made sick for them to test different things on their bodies and see what would cure that disease.
There seems to be a lot of sponsors for their research too but Jeongguk doubts the sponsors all even know about the tests.
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They know research is being done to find cures and medication and other products but Jeongguk doesn't think they know how the research is actually being done.
Even as an angel of justice Jeongguk doesn't even know where to start!
So many people are involved in different extents!
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Jeongguk needs to free the subjects, to reveal the truth and put everyone that are involved through punishments based on what they actually deserve.
It is going to take a long time!
Jeongguk starts by looking who has started funding the entire thing in the start.
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He looks through some of the files and gets three big names.
Big billionaires with so much money and so much protection around the world.
Jeongguk decides to go after them first.
Bur for now, he has to get back home or Tae will get home before him.
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Taehyung gets home to the scent of food and the excitement of two different dogs.
He is a little tired. Not only because of work but also because he spent the entire day avoiding everyone at work.
The one who was the hardest to ignore was Jimin.
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They work right next to each other and even if Taehyung told him to back off, he does feel a little sad to work silently next to him and pretend like he isn't the only person in this entire company that even realized he went missing.
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Not to mention meeting his ex so randomly after so long was already a big enough shock but the thought of Jeongguk actually liking Bogum hasn't left his mind all day.
Jeongguk walks out of the kitchen with a smile.
"Welcome back. How was work today?" Jeongguk asks.
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Taehyung shrugs, not really wanting to talk about it. He was about to ask Jeongguk why he even asked Bogum to get him home but decides that he actually doesn't want to know the answer.
Jeongguk walks closer to him.
"Are you still mad at me?" Guk asks.
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Taehyung looks up at him and sighs loudly, shaking his head.
"I'm just tired."
Jeongguk has been trying to figure out what is the best thing to do with Taehyung. He doesn't want to hurt him but with his condition, there isn't anything he can do that wouldn't hurt him.
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Before turning into an angel he hated him and wanted him gone. That hurt turned into sympathy and care and he just wanted to wish him the best before doing his 'duty'.
But turning into an angel made him wonder why it was even his duty to sacrifice himself.
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He wanted to listen to Tae and do nothing, just spend whatever time he had left with him and make him happy at least one last time.
But especially now that he knows how big this entire thing is, he knows he can't just sit back and do nothing.
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He thought he could fix Taehyung up with his ex and just lead him to happiness but meeting Bogum today reminded him that no one can ever make anyone love or hate anyone.
Tae is his soulmate and he still managed to hate him for some time.
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Which means it would be pointless to try and push Taehyung to anyone else.
If Taehyung can fall in love with someone else, he can do it with or without Jeongguk. Ultimately it is going to be Taehyung's decision.
So Jeongguk thinks the best thing to do is to go with his gut.
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He opens his arms and pulls Taehyung in a hug.
It's not to woo him or to make him fall in love with him. It's just because he thinks Taehyung needs it.
He doesn't think he deserves Taehyung, not in this life at least.
But unless Tae himself pushes him away, he will hold on.
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Taehyung relaxes in the hug even if he is a little surprised by it.
"Go wash up and just come and eat, you'll feel so much better." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung pulls away to do just that.
Jeongguk sets the table for him.
Taehyung comes back and lifts a brow.
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"Someone's coming?" He asks, looking at the plates and bowls.
"Just me and you."
"I thought you said you can't eat."
"I said I don't cuz it's useless and it doesn't taste that good. But I want to do it with you tonight." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung sits down hesitantly.
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"Why eat at all then?" He asks. Jeongguk sits in front of him.
"Because I want to. Try it." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung takes a bite and actually really likes the taste. Jeongguk take a bite too, not really showing any sign of disgust.
"Is it good?" Tae asks.
"It's eatable."
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"You really don't have to eat Jeongguk." Taehyung insists.
"I feel bad I keep leaving you eat alone." Guk says.
"You cooked for me. You didn't even have to. You literally have no reason to feel bad." Taehyung says.
"I feel better this way." Guk says, eating more.
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Taehyung eats slowly, still feeling a little off about this.
Jeongguk wants to make Taehyung feel normal.
He might have not kept his words to Taehyung but Tae also asked for Jeongguk to act like he is not even an angel.
Like he never accepted that deal.
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So he is going to make that one possible at least.
He will do anything to make it seem like he is still a human.
"How was work?" Jeongguk asks, starting a conversation.
"Tiresome."
"Too much work?"
"A lot of people tried to talk to me about what happened." Tae says.
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"Is that bad?"
"They don't even know me." Tae looks down.
"So? They were trying to get to know you." Jeongguk points out.
"They don't care Jeongguk. They saw something exciting, they just wanted to know the tea." Taehyung says tiredly.
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"You can't expect them to care deeper if you don't let them in."
"People in general just suck. When things are okay, when you do things right, they hate you. But when you're in a bad situation, or especially when you're dead, they suddenly act like they cared all along."
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Jeongguk eats slowly too, thinking of his next words.
"Most of them are like you say but you won't know who is different until you give them a chance." Jeongguk says. "Did Jimin try to talk to you too?"
"No but he was next to me all day. I kinda feel bad."
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"You had a right to stand up for yourself." Guk says.
"I just think he must be going through a lot too because of his boyfriend and Hoseokie hyung. He used to be the only person I talked to there. It was weird not talking to him." Taehyung says.
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"You can still talk to him."
"I literally told him to f*ck off."
"And he did some stuff he shouldn't have too. I'm sure he'd actually be open to talking again. Don't hold back." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung nods slowly, drinking some water.
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"Not even just him. I know there are fake people out there but you need people around, angel. If you had more friends, it would never be that easy for me to take you. They don't have to be your closest people, just random friends." Jeongguk adds.
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Taehyung knows Jeongguk is right. It is just so hard for Tae to actually trust people.
"Some people you can at least have a drink with out of work or have fun on your day-offs with."
"I could just get a date for that."
"Sweetheart, you can't do everything with your boyfriend."
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Taehyung feels a little butterfly in his belly from hearing that word.
"Like it or not, we're built to have bonds, lots of them. Even the fake ones are meant to help us. You don't have to be close with everyone. Just enough to socialize alright?"
"Are you giving me life lessons?"
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"I'm just being a good friend. You let me in!"
"Which got me kidnapped."
"Minor details. Now we're just eating together like how friends do." Jeongguk says with a chuckle. "Just looking out for you, alright? Losen up."
Taehyung smiles, finding thw whole conversation sweet.
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"So how was your day?" Taehyung decides to change the topic. "Hyung got you back home." He looks up slightly, mostly to see Guk's reaction to mentioning Bogum.
Jeongguk cringes his nose.
"I hate that guy." Jeongguk doesn't hold back.
Taehyung blinks in confusion.
What?
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"Did something happen."
"Just really don't like him."
"Why did you ask him to get you back home then?" Taehyung finally asks.
"He didn't take me home. I just wanted to get him alone to give him a piece of my mind." Jeongguk says.
"A pieece of your mind?"
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"You know what I mean."
"I really don't!" Tae says even though his heart is speeding up by the realization.
"He already f*cked up but he had the nerves to talk like that with you right in front of me. You already told him I was your boyfriend, that had it be it."
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Taehyung feels really giddy.
As emotional as Jeongguk's response in the car made him feel, he was a little sad that Jeongguk didn't seem jealous at all.
A little jealousy is healthy, right?
"I told him not to overstep. Kinda told him a f*ck you too." Jeongguk admits.
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Taehyung can't even express how energetic and happy he suddenly feels. His eyes must be glowing too because he was actually so worried about this all day.
Finding out about this could be the only thing cheering him up tonight.
"You're not mad, are you?" Guk asks.
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Mad?
Tae can't even hold back his smile even though he is trying to bite his lip to stop it.
"He had it coming anyway." Tae says, looking down in hope of covering his smile by eating. "I thought you said you wanted to find my ex for me though. What happened to that?"
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"He's found now, I didn't promise anything beyond that. You said you loved him, your story didn't even feel over so whatever you want to do should be your decision now." Jeongguk says.
Taehyung's smile slowly drops at that.
What does that mean?
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Does he mean he is okay if Taehyung still loves him?
"You think I should go back to him?" Taehyung asks.
"Do you want to?"
"Don't answer with another question. Do you really think I should?" Taehyung asks, insecurities filling him up.
He's so scared of Jeongguk's answer.
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Jeongguk stares at him for a few seconds until he finally responds.
"No." He whispers truthfully. "I don't think he deserves you. I don't think anyone deserves you. But it doesn't matter what I think, does it? It's your life, your heart."
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Taehyung gulps hard.
"If your heart is still with him or if you choose to let him in your life, then it is what it is. I'm sure it's already complicated for you. You two never even broke up, you loved him. I don't think it's my place to give an opinion." Guk explains.
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Has Jeongguk always been this mature? Or is it because he is an angel now with more experience?
Tae has no idea but the thought of this being Jeongguk's true feelings makes Taehyung feel more at ease.
He's not sure if he should trust it or not but he feels safe.
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Because at least he knows that Jeongguk would not try to push him into any decisions.
But no, it's not new.
Even when Jeongguk 'hated' him, he still refused to touch him without consent or overstep.
Taehyung smiles gently.
"What about you?"
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"What about me?"
"Do you think you'd deserve me?" Taehyung asks, not looking anywhere but Jeongguk.
Guk breaks the eye contact and looks down with a sad smile.
"I'd deserve you even less than him. I'm not delusional. Are you done with that?" Guk asks, pointing at Tae's plate.
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"Yeah." Tae is about to take it to wash it.
"I'll do it. My body doesn't get tired like yours. You just go and rest." Jeongguk says, taking all the plates to wash them.
Taehyung walks behind him and hugs him from behind.
Jeongguk freezes for a moment.
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"Anyone would be lucky to be with you." Taehyung says into his ear and kisses his cheek.
Jeongguk's eyes grow wide, his heart speeding up.
Taehyung kisses his nape too.
Jeongguk looks over his shoulder.
"Don't ever say something like that again." He bites Guk's neck.
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Jeongguk snorts.
He really hasn't changed. Jeongguk would probably feel surprised but he already knows that his angel likes biting anyway.
If anything, he was wondering why he hadn't done it so far.
Taehyung spanks him jokingly and turns to get to the livingroom.
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Jeongguk finishes washing the plates and pets the dogs. He already fed and washed them so they are just lying on the floor.
He gets to the livingroom.
Tae is sitting on the couch, watching TV.
"What are you watching?" Jeongguk asks, sitting next to him.
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To his surprise, Tae actually lies down and rests his head on Guk's lap, holding his thigh.
"Dunno yet, just a drama." Taehyung says. Jeongguk rests his hand on his head and brushes his hair up.
None of them are even paying attention to the TV, too focused on each other.
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Taehyung might be getting a little brave but the night is just so peaceful and it feels like Jeongguk has been honest with him so he tries his luck one last time.
"Jeongguk?"
"Hmm?"
"Were you really joking when you asked me out on a date?" He asks.
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Jeongguk stops brushing his hair, his heart skipping a beat.
He told himself he will go with his gut so he does it.
"No." He says honestly.
Taehyung sighs in relief.
"Then when are you taking me on that date?" Taehyung asks.
Jeongguk feels really overwhelmed.
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Taehyung is trying to act chill but he is blowing up too.
Jeongguk smiles emotionally.
"Whenever you want angel." Jeongguk says.
Tae looks up to see him.
"Tomorrow."
"You got it." Jeongguk says, looking down. "I'll come and get you after work and we'll go on a date."
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Taehyung smiles back.
He feels so giddy and happy, he actually might blow up. He sits up and moves on Jeongguk's lap, resting his arms on his shoulders. Jeongguk looks up with his big eyes.
"Where are we going?" He asks.
"It'll be a surprise." Jeongguk says.
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"I like surprises. Let's see if you really are a gentleman on a date." Taehyung says, grinning stupidly.
Jeongguk is grinning too.
"I will be since you'll be there too." Jeongguk says, holding his chin.
Taehyung bites his lip to hold his smile too and Guk loses it.
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Taehyung see it coming and closes his eyes too, sighing in the kiss when Jeongguk catches his lips. He tils his head to kiss back, feeling really good again.
Last night when he wanted to kiss Jeongguk and Guk pulled back he got scared Guk would never kiss him again.
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So tasting his lips actually makes him emotional. But it seems like he is not the only one affected because Jeongguk's kiss is getting a little harder than the sweet kiss he just started.
He holds Tae's neck and makes him open his mouth, sucking on his tongue.
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Taehyung has no idea how Jeongguk does it but every time he kisses Taehyung it feels like he is actually trying to s*ck his soul out of him. It never fails to make him so worked up.
Even now his kiss is so alluring, his knees are going weak.
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He obviously know what he is doing because each touch of lips, each twist of tongue, each smooch or exchange of saliva takes his breathe away.
But his confidence gets so much boost when he rubs himself down and feels something. He smiles smugly in the kiss.
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Jeongguk is already getting harder so the kiss must be affecting him just as much as it is affecting the human.
He is wearing silky pants with nothing else under it so he can even feel Jeongguk pulsing when he lets Jeongguk's hard-on slip between his cheeks.
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He rubs himself on him again and loves the way Jeongguk moans in the kiss.
"Was the kiss this good?" Tae tries to tease him with his eyes closed, resting his head on his. As if Tae himself is not twitching both from his c*ck and his hole.
"You drive me nuts." Guk admits.
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Tae bumps his nose on Guk's, thinking of how funny it would be if he would just stand up to take care of himself in a bathroom or something and make Jeongguk wait for this for at least after the date.
But he's not funny enough for that, nor does he have enough self preservation.
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He should be able to hold back for one night. After all he has already been goofing around with Jeongguk almost every other day.
But Jeongguk just has this effect on him. He sneaks his hand under Guk's hoody and squeezes Jeongguk's chest, kissing him sloppily.
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Jeongguk takes it as enough permission to push his hands inside of the other man's pants to cup his as*.
"You have no idea how bad I want to f*ck you." Guk whispers next to his lips.
It makes the human feel dizzy because he does feel so needy too.
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Jeongguk pushes his silky T-shirt off to suck on his nipples. The human holds around his head, whining lowly. Jeongguk pushes his fingers between his cheeks and plays with his hole, slowly pushing two fingers inside.
Tae cries drily. His body is so sensitive to Guk's touch.
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Jeongguk pushes two of his dry fingers inside, fingering him slowly. The human rubs himself harder on Guk's c*ck, feeling just how big and hard it's getting for him.
Jeongguk bites around his nipple desperately.
"Where is your lube?" Guk asks.
"Bathroom." He says in a whine.
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Jeongguk cups his as* again, squeezing the cheeks hard, looking up with thirsty eyes.
"I swear you're a walking sin." Jeongguk says, pulling his silky pants down to spank him so hard, the slap sounds actually echo in the house. "Where should I take you this time?"
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Tae is losing his mind. He genuinely doesn't care.
He just wants Jeongguk to do it already.
Jeongguk has already made a mental note to himself to have his way with him in every surface of this house.
No matter how much time he has left, he WILL do this.
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"I don't care." Tae whispers. Jeongguk smooches his lips again.
"Then stay right here." Guk says and gets up to grab the lube.
Tae licks his pants off and just lays nude on the couch, turning the TV off.
He opens his legs when Guk comes back.
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Jeongguk cusses under his breathe, throwing his own clothes away too.
The dogs are running around, playing with the clothes Guk just threw away.
"Look how opened up you already are." Guk says, pouring lube on his hole. "So desperate for my c*ck, aren't you?"
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Jeongguk pushes his thumb in his hole and the human just looks up desperately because he actually is.
And the way Jeongguk dirty talks always does things to him. Jeongguk's other hand starts groping all over his body.
Jeongguk fingers him open slowly, sucking on his chest.
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"You like it?" Guk asks.
"Hmm."
"Use your words like the little w*ore you are." Jeongguk says and Tae's toes curl up.
"Y-Yes." He says with his eyes closed. "Jeongguk, come on."
"Come on what? What do you want beautiful?" Guk asks.
The mix of insults and compliments feels odd.
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But he actually loves it.
"Use your words. You want this, don't you?" He grabs Tae's hand and presses it on his own c*ck.
"Yes." He cries out loud.
"Yes what?"
"I want it."
"Open your f*cking eyes and use that annoying tongue in a good way for once." Jeongguk sounds harsh.
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He opens his eyes to see him. Jeongguk uses the same fingers he was just fingering him with and pushes them in his mouth.
"Now say it. Say what you want. Say it right or I swear I'm gonna stop." Jeongguk says.
"No!" He sounds so broken. "No No! I'll say it!"
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"Good boy." Jeongguk kisses his lips, holding his cheek. "Say it, say what you want. I'll give you whatever you f*cking want."
He just has to ask it, Jeongguk will even give him his own soul.
"Want-Want your c*ck." He says, feeling so needy he's going insane.
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"F*ck, you sound so good like this. My beautiful, sexy prince." Jeongguk says with a groan, kissing his neck. The approval in Guk's tone is so encouraging. He decides to go a little bit further.
"Want you, all of you." Tae says and Guk lifts his head to look down at him.
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"You got it."
Jeongguk opens his legs and folds him in half, already ready preparing himself to push in. Their faces are so close, their eyes watching one another.
Technically he doesn't have to speak anymore.
"Need you to f*ck me so good like your own s*x toy."
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He's not used to talking like this, his voice shakes, he feels his entire body growing warm. His face must be so red but he doesn't stop because he can see the shock on Jeongguk's face.
"f*ck me like a sl*t until I can't f*cking walk. Please!"
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"F*cking hell angel!" Guk says, sounding just as shaken.
"Take me, wanna feel your c*m already."
Jeongguk actually loses it. He thrusts inside in just one move.
The human shouts loud, feeling electrics all over his body.
The shout seems to startle the dogs.
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They start barking, thinking that someone is getting hurt but Jeongguk doesn't mind them. He just presses his lips on Tae's to shut him up before he gets him even more worked up, thrusting into him relentlessly.
The thrusts are so hard, the couch keeps shaking.
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Tae pushes his nails in Jeongguk's back, shouting in the kiss but it doesn't even sound that loud. Jeongguk is so tightly pressed against him that he can't even touch himself but he knows he's gonna c*m. He bites Jeongguk's shoulder and shivers in his orgasm.
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Jeongguk doesn't stop nor does he speed down. He f*cks him even harder to the point that he can feel Jeongguk rearranging his gut. Jeongguk holds him hard and shoots deep inside him.
The human in his arms rolls his eyes up, tears falling down his face.
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But it doesn't seem to be enough because Jeongguk lifts his leg to turn him without actually pulling out, dropping his body on the hand of the couch to F*ck him from behind.
His walls are already so sensitive, each thrust actually makes Tae want to blow up.
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He doesn't know what to do with himself so he just holds the spot to lift himself up and drop, whining over and over. Jeongguk is playing with his nipples. sucking and kissing his back.
He can't do this!
It's too much pleasure, he might actually d*e.
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As if Jeongguk actually enjoys torturing him, he actually slows down, rubbing himself inside him instead of thrusting.
"Jeongguk!" He says his name like a prayer, like it is gonna make release him from this.
He can't stop whimpering. Jeongguk speeds up again, going harder.
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"My angel." Jeongguk whispers, having his eyes closed. Tae leans back, liking the way Guk's chest is pressed against his back. "My Taehyungie. My perfect man."
Tae opens his eyes, crying harder from bliss.
Jeongguk reaches for his c*ck stroking him.
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Tae is about to scream this time from the overstimulation but Jeongguk just turns his head to kiss him.
They are both so lost in their passion, knowing that there is no way they last that much longer.

"I love you so f*cking much."
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Tae is too lost in his high to understand the real meaning behind those words but it still sends him over the edge. He shakes violently in Guk's arms, c*mming hard. Jeongguk f*cks him a few more times, trying to hold back as much as he can just to be inside him for longer.
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Be he finally gives in, filling him up even more with his seeds again. He hugs him sweetly, breathing harshly against his nape.
He kisses the spot gently.
Jeongguk hasn't pulled out yet but he is growing softer and softer inside.
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Tae's mind went dumb completely for a few minutes but he slowly starts sobering up a little.
The last thing Jeongguk said echoes in his head.
Did he imagine that?
He was so high on his hormones that he isn't even sure if he really heard that or imagined it.
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But he can still hear it and the more he thinks of it, the harder his heart beats against his chest.
Jeongguk pulls out, making him shake and fully fall.
His body has no energy left. He can't even keep himself up with his arms.
Jeongguk watches the way his c*m slips out of him.
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Jeongguk lets him roll to his back and all Tae can do in this state is to open his legs and look down at himself.
He can't even fully clench his hole to keep anything inside.
He reaches down to stop it from dripping out, embarrassed by it all but it just dirties his hand.
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"It's okay, I'll clean it." Guk says, lifting his hand to kiss the back of his palm. He grabs his own hoodie to clean between his cheeks and his body. He is about to hold his hand to clean that too but the human is already licking it clean.
Jeongguk drops his head on his chest.
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"Stop driving me crazy." Jeongguk says with a groan. He kisses his chest and nipples and goes up to his neck and chin, finally reaching his lips again.
Tae just kisses him back automatically even if he is barely keeping his eyes open.
Jeongguk lifts him up bridal style.
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He just wraps his arms around Guk's neck and refuses to stop kissing even as Jeongguk takes him to the bedroom and kicks the door shut behind them.
He gently presses him on the bed, leaking little kisses all over his face.
"You were so good, so f*cking perfect." He praises him.
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He lies next to Tae and Tae just tangles his arms and legs with his own.
"You're so good at this." He says sleepily. Jeongguk kisses his cheek and holds him gently.
"Sleep beautiful, you did so good today." Guk says and kisses him again.
Tae is already falling asleep.
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"Date tomorrow?" Tae mumbles. Jeongguk smiles.
Only he knows just how much he loves this man.
"Yes. Date tomorrow. Sleep now. Good night."
"Night." Tae says and sighs.
Jeongguk caresses him even when he knows he's asleep.
He'll never get tired of this!
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He notices a shadow and looks carefully, only to see Bogum in a corner.
How long was he even around?
Jeongguk has no idea and he doesn't even care. He just kisses the top of Taehyung's head and keeps him in his arms.
The next morning Taehyung opens his eyes to Guk's closed ones.
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Jeongguk opens his eyes and smiles at him.
"Morning." Even his voice sounds sleepy.
Taehyung takes a few minutes to think if he just woke up in an alternate reality or something.
"Did you just wake up?" Taehyung asks. Jeongguk just smiles playfully.
Oh...
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"Now you pretend to wake up?" He asks.
"Just being a human." Guk says. Taehyung is too sleepy to overthink those words.
"I don't want to get up." He whines, holding Jeongguk tighter.
Jeongguk kisses the top of his head. Taehyung looks at the clock on the wall.
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He sits up and think, looking and Jeongguk thoughtfully.
"Yes? Breakfast?"
"You think you can go for a quickie?"
Guk's brows shut up.
"Did you not have enough last night?" He asks with a snort. "Do you even have any time?"
"If we make it quick in the shower."
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Jeongguk doesn't have to be asked twice, he just drags the other man to the bathroom.
They turn on the water but instead of waiting for it to warm up, they are already kissing.
They are still naked, have not worn anything since last night.
Jeongguk presses the human to the wall.
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The human hisses.
The wall is so cold!
Jeongguk kisses the back of his neck and his back. He carelessly pours some lube and himself and pulls the man's as* back.
"Stick it out for me beautiful." He whispers and starts pushing inside.
The human whines in bliss.
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Jeongguk locks his hands on the walls and starts sucking and biting on the back of his neck, building up a very fast pace.
Tae looks over his shoulder and Jeongguk looks up to kiss his lips.
Unlike last night they don't even speak.
"I'm close!" The human says in desperation.
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Guk lets go of one of his hands to lift one of the human's legs and thrust harder inside of him. The wall is so cold against his body, his c*ck rubbing against it painfully.
Blood rushes through his body when he feels Guk's c*m burning him inside, throwing him over the edge too.
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Jeongguk doesn't stop kissing him. Tae rests his head on the cold wall even though his body is still very hot.
"Gonna be a great f*cking day today." He says. Jeongguk pulls out to let him turn and kisses him like he is still just as thirsty for him as ever.
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He pushes Jeongguk forward without stopping the kiss, just so the water can hit them and he doesn't miss too much time from getting ready.
"Help me wash up?" He asks next to Guk's lips and Guk smiles, too eager to say no. Tae starts washing his own hair as Guk grabs the cloth.
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He rubs the washing cloth all over him, kissing any place he wants to randomly. Taehyung shampoos Jeongguk's hair too. Jeongguk uses the same cloth on his own both too. Their hands don't really leave one another.
Tae turns the water a little colder so they don't grow hard again.
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But even when they do get out, they are still kissing. Jeongguk lifts him up by cupping his as*, pressing him on every surface on their way out of the shower. Tae keeps his legs tight around Guk's waist.
He laughs in the kiss when he feels the soft bed under him again.
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"Now who is not getting enough?" He teases Jeongguk.
"Can't you just stay home today?" Guk asks, sounding whiny.
Tae masters all the power he has to push Jeongguk back and sit.
"I wished I could baby but I really don't have that much time left." Tae says.
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