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#bkdk #bakudek #ktdk (TW: Biphobia) Getting together/Deku dating someone else for a short time.

Izuku has had a long day. Today is the day he decided he would come clean and talk to his girlfriend.

He’s not hiding anything super crazy but he does have something he hasn’t quite come out about yet. And he feels like it’s time. He’s ready! They’ve been dating for about a year or so and she seems like she genuinely cares for him.

It isn’t easy though, as much as he hypes himself up. He spent a majority of the morning feeling like he was going to puke. When the time finally came hes so overcome with emotion and honestly, fear, that he starts crying before he can even tell her!

It takes him some time to calm down and she kindly allows him several minutes to gather himself. Her soft reassurances are so comforting and he feels his heart warm at her concern for him.

Biting the bullet, he finally opens up.

Silence meets him for a moment and he chances a look up to take in the expression on her face. Her face is practically blank as she stares down at the table and Izuku can’t help but bounce his leg anxiously.

“So,” she begins and Izuku blinks away some of the still fresh tears in anticipation. “Basically you’re telling me in 3-4 years you’ll want to go fuck a guy and try it?”

Izukus thoughts stall. ‘What?’

“Because that’s just great, no wonder we haven’t done it yet.

Is it because you didn’t want to commit to me or something?” Her expression is both angry and filled with judgment.

Izuku frowns and sniffles. “No! No! That’s not it at all! I just wanted to share a part of me with you-“

She snorts and rolls her eyes.

“- and we haven’t had sex because YOU told me you wanted to go slow and liked not feeling pressured!” He feels hurt that she’d talk this way about him. Where has she even come to these conclusions?

She fake laughs at him before slamming her hand down on the table.

“You wait a year into our relationship to come out as bisexual and expect me to believe you arent curious about sleeping with a guy? That you won’t want to break it off with me in a year or two just to go be with some dude? You’re kidding me right?”

“That’s not it at all-“

“Isn’t it though? You said yourself that you’ve never been with a guy before and that you’d only discovered you were bisexual 2 years ago or whatever.

OBVIOUSLY you want to go fuck guys and try it, you can’t tell me that you wouldn’t if we weren’t dating,” she snaps back giving him an accusing look that has Izuku’s emotions flaring. His heart beat races as he tries to explain not understanding where this had gone wrong.

“If we werent together I don’t know what I’d be doing. Maybe I’d be with someone maybe I wouldn’t. But I came out to you because I wanted to share with you and be open! It has nothing to do with other people or wanting anyone else-“ he tries but she once again cuts him off.

“You know, that’s pretty convenient to wait this long to tell me. What about ME? You, what, thought you’d be with me and then get to go fuck guys on the side too?-“

“No! What are-“

“News flash buddy if you get to go fuck other people then expect me to do the same!

I’m not going to sit here while you ‘experiment’. I bet you’re only telling me this now because you have someone in mind right? I mean you don’t just suddenly wake up and go ‘I like dudes now’!

I’m not allowing you to try to bring some guy into our relationship, because if that’s the case then don’t be angry when I bring someone too-“

“Stop! Just stop!” Izuku cries angrily. “Me being bisexual has NOTHING to do with anyone!

I just wanted to share who I am with you, come out to you, it has NOTHING to do with me wanting someone else or that I’m going to go try to find someone in the future. This was just about you knowing ME. I just wanted to be with you-“

“Well then why were you crying huh?

Seems like you were just afraid of getting caught one day. You’re always on you phone, I bet you’ve got guys on there you don’t want me to know about am I right? You’ve always been a little too close with your ‘Kacchan’-“

Izuku stands up, his whole body shaking.

“Enough, I just thought we were at a point in our relationship where we trusted each other and could talk about anything together. I just wanted to be my whole self with you.

I was crying because this exact reason, I was afraid of being judged for my sexuality that has NOTHING to do with our relationship. Just,” Izuku, through tears sighs and turns to leave. “I can’t talk to you right now.”

Izuku ignores her as she calls angrily after him.

He quickly slips his shoes on and leaves her apartment before she can try to grab him or stop him. Hurt courses through him as tears blur his vision. This isn’t how he expected things to go. Sure there was a chance it wouldn’t go well but he had had high hopes.

She’s only the third person he’s come out to. His mom and Ochako being the first and second. He hadn’t even told Kacchan or anyone else about it. Izuku had only discovered what his feelings were regarding other men a little while before he met his current girlfriend.

At the time, while it wasn’t a bad feeling he was nervous since he’d claimed to be straight all his life. And he was genuinely interested in his girlfriend when he met her so he had decided to focus on her. He had no desire to date someone else or experiment around.

As he races to buckle his seat belt of his car Izuku hiccups and tries to wipe away his tears before starting the car and speeding off. Both hands on the wheel Izuku races through town. He can’t even get his thoughts straight, not with how angry and how hurt he is.

It’s not until he’s turning down a familiar street does he realize he’d driven to Ochakos home. He knows she’s there by her car in the driveway but even if she wasn’t he knows she’d be okay if he let himself in with the spare key.

Quickly and full of adrenaline he parks his car and hurriedly makes his way to the front door. Pressing one hand to his face as fresh tears keep coming Izuku feels a wave of comfort and relief as the door opens and Ochako’s concerned voice rings out.

“Izuku?

Hey sweetie what’s wrong?” She coos and Izuku can’t help himself but sob. He quickly and unthinkingly brushes past her into her home.

He can’t help it as he practically word vomits everything to her right there in the entry way.

He doesn’t even register her calling his name trying desperately to get his attention.

“-and I was so scared of coming out only for her to say that shit to me? I’m bisexual not a ch-cheater!”

“IZUKU!”

Izuku hiccup and startles at her yelling his name.

“Ah, sorry Ochako I just kinda burst in here-“ he mumbles through his cries only to look over her worried shoulder and stop instantly as dread fills him.

His whole body freezes as several pairs of familiar but concerned eyes meet his.

Izukus face flushes as Denki Kaminari and Eijiro Kirishima, Ochakos boyfriends, peer at him from around the corner of the living room. But those eyes aren’t what truly captures his attention.

No, it’s the intense crimson eyes of his childhood best friend who had stepped out of the kitchen most likely concerned with all the noise.

Katsuki Bakugo.

Izuku’s eyes widen and he feels his chest tighten up as hot tears start to fall down his cheeks.

He’d just unknowingly come out to 3 more people today….

TBC!
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